Roll Call 59

Usually clowns don't creep me out but that picture does.

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All you've missed is the clown bed talking to him weirdlyand then it cuts to bart in the living room rocking back and forth saying "can't sleep clown'll eat me can't sleep clown'll eat me"

on a rock music kick... Marilyn Manson, Metallica, and Gun's N' Roses kind of mood.

I used to love clowns.

I still kind of do. They're kind of cute.
My uncle used to have a picture of three black clowns in his living room.
i always loved that picture.

Is it weird that... I feel good, i feel happy but I am still getting messages telling me to hurt myself? I don't want to trigger anyone so I cant say how

Go go power rangers!

welcome Kori

went to work at 5 then found out i wasnt scheduled but then found out that they wanted me to stay anyway so i did.

yup

I need to come here more often.

My mom and I are going to e up all night tonight watching movies.

I've finally decided to splint my finger so I can stop whining about it freaking me out. Tomorrow I'll find out whether pinky's are important to gripping things. If they're vital, I'm just going to have to learn to deal with stupid tendons. If they're not, then I'll be in prime form for drinking my tea all proper like, for the next 4 to 6 weeks.

I've heard the pinky finger is responsible for a lot of the strength in the hand's grip, so I hope you get that worked out. My fingers have been cramping lately, getting temporarily stuck. My toes too. O_o

Too many translations of Aristotle's works. It's tough to manage secondary sources with primary sources so that I don't overlook important passages. The primary text I do have is great but other translations are either to dependent on greek terms, which woud confused the reader, or their conglomerations of different authors quoting from different translations. This is getting tiresome. This will be my most challenging effort. This is why professors try to avoid Aristotle, it takes so much competence.

I mostly vent in the physical world. My mother and a good friend are the privileged few. I'm not very open about my mental health with anyone else, since most people seem to be judgmental.

Getting ready to go, I can't wait to get in the water, it's so hot out

Have fun Blue Bird! I used to love camping. I wish I could do it again. You're going to have a great time.

Afternoon!

I'm just back from the cinema with my Dad. Saw the boxing movie Southpaw which was pretty good. Also had lunch out too.

Good morning. I'm drinking chocolate milk for breakfast!

My brother came over last night. He has been coming over a lot lately. It makes me happy to have at least one of my siblings to talk to. I need to work with the others now. I'm happy to see my brother getting along with my boyfriend because in the beginning they thought he was controlling and other stuff, but now I guess he finally realized he isn't. The only issue they have is with my boyfriend's mom. They think she is using me because she's been staying at my house a lot. I explained that she wasn't, but I don't know if they'll believe me. Oh well. It's hard pleasing my family. I kind of give up. My boyfriend accidentally said I'm applying for disability to my aunt the other day. Now, it's awkward because they said 'you're not disabled' and 'you just need to get a job'. They only seen me have one psychotic episode when I was 14, but they thought it was fake so whatever. This is my biggest stressor. My family. It's getting a little better and a little worse at the same time. I don't think my aunt wants to talk to me anymore. That's alright, I guess. I wish my family was more understanding.

I think I'm going to give up on this stop smoking medication Chantix... I've been on it just over 4 weeks now, attempting to stop smoking since just before the end of week 2 as per the instructions. I've really been struggling to deal with the cravings relapsing most times after 24 odd hours. I managed 4 days once but since caving that time I've just not had my mind in the right place. I'm not saying I'll give up on stopping smoking just this method... it seems to involve too much cravings for where I am at right now.

I've given up smoking on NRT once before & I think it's probably the best route for me to go down now. All I seem to be doing now is digging a bigger and bigger hole in my motivation by constantly relapsing. What can I say... I tried.

They ran out of the window to send free shirts but DocJohn was able to send me one!

Do you guys have Facebook?

I have a FB account but I rarely ever use it. I don't know why but I just never got into it. The only reason I keep it is because it's a way for getting back in touch with friends I haven't spoken to in a long time.

If it weren't for that I'd have deleted my account long ago.

I get on it when I'm bored, and talk to people I haven't seen in awhile.

I have it but I don't really use it all that much. I mean I use it to check on people but I don't really post much myself. From here I do have newtus on Facebook from when I was around before (I hope you remember me lol).

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I have FB, but I hate it.
I don't even use it anymore, I haven't logged on in forever.

I should just delete my account, but apparently mu family would upset if I did that, so I just leave it up there for them to "think" I'm still around and i still care when actually, I don't.

Half my "friends" on FB are family and the ohter half are just people I've seen in school and some are people I maybe even t alked to once in school!

Good morning everyone.

I feel like crap.

How is everyone else?

I'm sorry I'm too exhausted to reply to everyone's posts like normal.

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I do. Princess Ambwee Royal.

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