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Legendary Wise Elder
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#201
I got a Halloween coloring book today, it's really detailed and looks fun!
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Angelique67, Door2015, junkDNA, Sometimes psychotic
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Location: Ontario
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#202
Hi Hyper,
Just wanted to say hi and hang in there. Hope-ing and praying your meds will get levelled out. And you will start feeling weller real soon! |
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#203
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I posted a reply in the wrong place. I was wanting to say I hope and pray everything turns out good for you.,and you will realize all your hopes,dreams and aspirations! |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2015
Location: Florida
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#204
Good morning folks, I woke up at 5, having slept on the couch. I figured since I woke up it would be a good time catch up. I have a cold that might be the flu. Hard to tell.
Work has been ok. Yesterday I had to be there 2 hours early because it was the first day of the new menu, and we had to switch everything up and get acquainted with making the new items that are a bit unusual. I made our new desert, while all the chefs watched. It was a strawberry shortcake that is in a margarita glass. It turned out ok, but based on that trial it was decided to make it with canned whipped cream rather than bag, squeezy whipped cream. I also found out that egg slicers are good for slicing strawberries. I really like doing prep. The executive chef was there, which was nerve wracking, and after I made one of the new salads with seared tuna, he came and told me how he would like it to be. All the chefs were there watching him comment on my salad. I felt like a fish in a bowl. But I fixed it and he said it looked perfect. So that was an amazing compliment from him. Aside from feeling like embodied nastiness, yesterday went well. I was really afraid it would suck. I had all the new stuff printed out the night before and studied them till I fell asleep. Now I have two days to get over this, whatever it is. I hope today brings some happiness to everyone, in whatever form that may be. __________________ The wound is where the light shines through. ~ Switchfoot Last edited by Door2015; Sep 15, 2015 at 05:52 AM.. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2014
Location: USA
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#205
I hope you feel better soon, Door.
I didn't sleep too well at all but I hope everyone's day will be good. |
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El Psy Congroo
Member Since Aug 2014
Location: UK
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#206
Get better soon Door!
__________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
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The Dopamine Flux
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#207
morning.
felt like there was a spider crawling on my arm at 3am so i slept the rest of the night on the couch in the living room. ive been waking up more since ive been taking 10mg haldol instead of 15. been getting less sleep. actually i think was just the night at my moms. idk. i bought a new keurig. gonna make some coffee. my therapist never called me back about phoning in to do therapy. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#208
I dreamed I was smoking a cigarette and felt really depressed and sad about it.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#209
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#210
Yeah, I still felt depressed when I woke up. I had bad dreams last night. I woke up with my heart pounding earlier in the night and I don't remember that dream.
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El Psy Congroo
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Location: UK
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#211
When I was trying to give up smoking, usually within a few days of switching to NRT I'd get dreams where I smoked. It always seemed so appealing in the dream, then I'd wake up buy a pack of cigarettes & the reality wouldn't be as good. I'm sure there's a moral in that story!
I've also had dreams with anxiety over running out of cigarettes. Thinking I had some left only to open the packet & find butts in it frantically searching for a whole cigarette. __________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: USA
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#213
Hey everyone! Haven't been around much things have been hectic. I hope everyone is doing well. Things seem to have stabilized with my med cocktail. I'm taking 300 Mgs of Effexor now and I think it's helping. Now if I could get rid of the haldol, zyprexa, ambien hangover things would be perfect. I spend my whole morning dozing off.
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The Dopamine Flux
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#214
my therapist called me back this morning. left a message saying she doesnt do over the phone therapy or anything like that. ill just drive there.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#215
Hey valley it's good to see you!
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#216
Hey guys, I wanted to say hi.
I'm posting on the Bipolar forum a bit. I got started on lithium and I'm feeling much better. I was doing really badly. I went to the ER a few weeks ago and they turned me away because I "wasn't established in the system." They sent me away with a paper and I called 8 different clinics trying to find a pdoc. Couldn't find one. So, on the advice of my friend I set up with a new primary doctor until we can find a pdoc for me. So yeah. I hope you're all doing okay. __________________ |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#217
Exhausted, can't seem to wake up today. Had several cups of coffee but they haven't helped.
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
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#218
I need to stop smoking, ugh.
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Door2015, Loial, Sometimes psychotic
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#219
I've had anxiety for the entire day. I even took an extra Klonopin. I told my psychiatrist. she said to take the Geodon right when I wake up with some food, and with my anti depressant. She said it will take an hour but has been known to work. Maybe I should go back on lithium, my anxiety/panic attacks weren't nearly as bad then. I took the Geodon with food hours ago and didn't make a dent. Wellbutrin ducked me up I can't believe it did this to me. It's a horror story.
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El Psy Congroo
Member Since Aug 2014
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#220
I know the feeling. I've pretty much been trying on & off for most of this year with no luck. After my last failed attempt a few weeks ago I've just resigned to keep smoking for a while... it's mentally draining constantly trying & failing so I figured I'd wait until I was really ready. I'm not sure how long that'll be though, hopefully not too long...
I feel your pain with the voices too. They are my only real symptom now, hearing them whenever I'm not distracted. Thankfully they are quiet & don't really bother me even if they are always around. __________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
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