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I got to start paying off my school thing after the holidays this year, it will take me some time but eventually I'll be able to take classes again. Until then just studying Italian by myself

Tuition-Free Online Degree,
you might enjoy something like this it's a free accredited online Uni----I think there are some testing fees but its much cheaper than a land based Uni.

i just want a degree. something that says im as good as my sister is who has a masters. but learning is a plus side of it. my parents pushed me to goto school in the beginning of my college career. my mom could care less about being interested in my college career. my dads interested but he wants to see me succeed. my sister has her masters degree.

i just dont want to be the black sheep in my family. i already am. i almost failed high school by not showing up to classes cause of social anxiety. i got low grades anyway. all Fs or Ds.

i just finished studying a bit. gonna take a break. its intro to psychology. yea it went into the brain for the second chapter.

i wish i was taking philosophy. i would really like to learn about that. idc about my basics. besides english.

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What's everyone doing?

laying on the couch with toby. you?

spending time with my dad. hes off today. im happy he is. i miss him when hes gone.

you?

Reading stuff on myfitnesspal

there is also this https://www.edx.org/how-it-works . you can take classes online for free

i mean im not like a normal person. and when i try to be it comes off as awkward. i redo my youtube videos so they sound normal. everyone makes fun of me because i say "um" and "but" 50 million times and pause for forever to think. my sister went out of her way to make fun of that. its partially anxiety when i do that and pause for long periods of time. im thinking.

i sound the most normal over forums i think because i can erase what i say. and the pauses arent there.

theres also free online classes taught by MIT.

massacheusettes institute of technology i believe it is.

I have anxiety or akethasia or something. I can't sit still. What could it be?!
I'm taking the right meds that would cover both. sigh

sorry to hear ody

I'm trying to lose 10 pounds , well actually a lot more but that is my starting point

Do you think your anxiety level might be higher than normal due to the health insurance thing?

dont wanna work tomorrow

good luck! whats your strategy?

why not junkdna?

The shorter days are depressing me.

Thanks, I'm just eating healthier and starting an exercise routine tomorrow.

Going to be using MyFitnessPal to track calories and progress

I did that too when I lost 80 pounds the first time. I lost well 75 pounds really. I gained it back on haldol about 55 pounds. but i lost another 30. I hope everything works out for you. I drink green drinks and smoothies. Also tea and sparkling water instead of cokes and stuff. Every now and then ill have a sprite from somewhere. But i heard its better than the darker sodas like Coke and Root beer to drink.

I also used myfitnesspal.

Said everyone who works ever.....

No motivation to type...

No hope
No life
Just pain
And fear

No food
No love
Just greed
Is here

Taking meds as prescribed because everything goes bad when I don't. I want to do well in life. I didn't drink this year except on the fishing trip. Haven't smoked since the hospital and fishing trip. can't believe how fast time is going. At the moment, it's a cigarette in the morning or coffee break.

There was a delay and so my psychologist/psych nurse will drive to where I live and give the injection which he's going to do from now on.

From previous experience, I predict that I'll be much better in a week. So much better like I was two weeks ago.