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Old Oct 03, 2015, 03:28 PM
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I leave you with this..



I'm usually yellow.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 03:30 PM
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I leave you with this..



I'm usually yellow.

thats what you look like right before you smell your fingers. its a whole dance for you. i bet you do the "heres me right before i smell my fingers" dance. Roll Call 63...
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 03:59 PM
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i am too. do you like it?!

I do. It is graphic like you said but it's good. It's pretty intense.

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Old Oct 03, 2015, 04:00 PM
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I do. It is graphic like you said but it's good. It's pretty intense.

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thats how i like my tv shows and movies. intense gritty dramas.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 04:08 PM
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Every Irish persons reaction to England being knocked out of the World Cup!

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Old Oct 03, 2015, 04:46 PM
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whats everyone up to? its the weekend.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 04:47 PM
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I'll have to buy a heater for the bathroom. I don't want a repeat of last winter when it was freezing in there. I had no idea I'd need one so early in the season but I had to put the heater on in my bedroom today. It's just too hard on my back moving it around the apartment.

I still haven't gotten anything done. I'm worried and scared about Monday.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 04:57 PM
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Listening to music. Fetty Wap - 679, love this song
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 04:59 PM
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Listening to music. Fetty Wap - 679, love this song

wow.
i was listening to a lot of rap for like months and im back to my rock.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:00 PM
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I'll have to buy a heater for the bathroom. I don't want a repeat of last winter when it was freezing in there. I had no idea I'd need one so early in the season but I had to put the heater on in my bedroom today. It's just too hard on my back moving it around the apartment.

I still haven't gotten anything done. I'm worried and scared about Monday.

im just waiting for monday. thats the day im waiting for. why are you scared?
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:06 PM
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im just waiting for monday. thats the day im waiting for. whY are you scared?
I have to go to the clinic for my prescriptions and to get more blood drawn. I just hate going there. I have an appointment on the 15 th for their pdoc, and an appointment the week after that for the therapist. I don't ever want to go again, and I have three appointments this month alone! I still haven't called the opthalmologist for an appointment.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:09 PM
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My new sketchbook and pencils came today, getting back into art
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:21 PM
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whats everyone up to? its the weekend.
Just chilling with a few cans of cider watching music videos with my fiancee.

Wanted to go for lunch tomorrow but my fiancee's mam will have dinner for him in at home and he can't tell her no or there'll be a huge argument. Damn I hate that woman. I just wanted to do something nice of a sunday go get a carvery but no, we wouldn't want to upset poor old mrs.bitters
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:26 PM
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Who else put their heater on for the first time of the season today?
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:37 PM
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Who else put their heater on for the first time of the season today?
I did last night it's 50's here.....
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:45 PM
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Who else put their heater on for the first time of the season today?

hahaha me! Roll Call 63...
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 05:54 PM
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I put my heater on too. Started on Friday because the low dropped to near 50.

you guys get a lot of credit for watching such gritty TV programming. I get so easily triggered, I can't watch a lot of violence or gore, and I can't watch too many guns because I have a thing about them (delusion that is perfectly real to ME)
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 06:05 PM
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Definitely did not put on the heater, it was a nice cool 45 degrees this morning and felt good
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 06:17 PM
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I put my heater on too. Started on Friday because the low dropped to near 50.

you guys get a lot of credit for watching such gritty TV programming. I get so easily triggered, I can't watch a lot of violence or gore, and I can't watch too many guns because I have a thing about them (delusion that is perfectly real to ME)

i have trouble watching them. i rarely watch tv . because of the triggers. i get triggered by everything.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 06:35 PM
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i feel normal trapped in a psychotic human being.

idk why i totally say that. i just feel like my mind operates on a higher level but yet it and my body fails to seperate delusion from reality. and hallucinations from reality. and then when i speak i speak sometimes skewed. its like im watching my psychotic self operate and i cant do anything about it...
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 06:44 PM
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im really paranoid right now and idk if im hallucinating or not but i think im gonna take some xanax to calm down. its way to early to take haldol. i take it in 3 hours or so.

the paranoia struggle is real right now
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 06:48 PM
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this is about the time i start to get paranoid. help me...
im rocking back and forth
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 06:51 PM
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this is about the time i start to get paranoid. help me...
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Why do you get paranoid in the evenings?
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 06:57 PM
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Why do you get paranoid in the evenings?

im afraid someones gonna break in the house and kill me. i heard rustling in the bushes by my bedroom window last night. while i was on the toilet!

im in the country and someone could just break in here and no one around would know.

im hearing noises right now. all kinds going off.
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Old Oct 03, 2015, 07:05 PM
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im afraid someones gonna break in the house and kill me. i heard rustling in the bushes by my bedroom window last night. while i was on the toilet!

im in the country and someone could just break in here and no one around would know.

im hearing noises right now. all kinds going off.
It's probably just little animals like possums and skunks and things.
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