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#226
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I leave you with this..
I'm usually yellow.
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The wound is where the light shines through. ~ Switchfoot |
#227
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thats what you look like right before you smell your fingers. its a whole dance for you. i bet you do the "heres me right before i smell my fingers" dance.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
Door2015
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#228
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I do. It is graphic like you said but it's good. It's pretty intense. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#229
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thats how i like my tv shows and movies. intense gritty dramas.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
ofthevalley
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#230
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Every Irish persons reaction to England being knocked out of the World Cup!
https://www.facebook.com/42901067056...type=2&theater |
Door2015
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#231
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whats everyone up to? its the weekend.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#232
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I'll have to buy a heater for the bathroom. I don't want a repeat of last winter when it was freezing in there. I had no idea I'd need one so early in the season but I had to put the heater on in my bedroom today. It's just too hard on my back moving it around the apartment.
I still haven't gotten anything done. I'm worried and scared about Monday. |
Door2015, junkDNA
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#233
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Listening to music. Fetty Wap - 679, love this song
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#234
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wow. i was listening to a lot of rap for like months and im back to my rock.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#235
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im just waiting for monday. thats the day im waiting for. why are you scared?
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#236
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I have to go to the clinic for my prescriptions and to get more blood drawn. I just hate going there. I have an appointment on the 15 th for their pdoc, and an appointment the week after that for the therapist. I don't ever want to go again, and I have three appointments this month alone! I still haven't called the opthalmologist for an appointment.
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Door2015
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#237
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My new sketchbook and pencils came today, getting back into art
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Door2015, junkDNA, Loial
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#238
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Just chilling with a few cans of cider watching music videos with my fiancee.
Wanted to go for lunch tomorrow but my fiancee's mam will have dinner for him in at home and he can't tell her no or there'll be a huge argument. Damn I hate that woman. I just wanted to do something nice of a sunday go get a carvery but no, we wouldn't want to upset poor old mrs.bitters |
Door2015
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Door2015
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#239
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Who else put their heater on for the first time of the season today?
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#240
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I did last night it's 50's here.....
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Angelique67
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#241
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hahaha me!
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
Angelique67
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#242
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I put my heater on too. Started on Friday because the low dropped to near 50.
you guys get a lot of credit for watching such gritty TV programming. I get so easily triggered, I can't watch a lot of violence or gore, and I can't watch too many guns because I have a thing about them (delusion that is perfectly real to ME)
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the world is too loud Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder Depressive Type, PTSD, and Agoraphobia. Current meds: 30 mg Haldol, 10 mg Lexapro, 100 mg Lamictal, 0.5 mg Klonopin PRN |
Door2015, junkDNA, Sometimes psychotic
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Angelique67, Door2015
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#243
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Definitely did not put on the heater, it was a nice cool 45 degrees this morning and felt good
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Door2015
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#244
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i have trouble watching them. i rarely watch tv . because of the triggers. i get triggered by everything.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#245
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i feel normal trapped in a psychotic human being.
idk why i totally say that. i just feel like my mind operates on a higher level but yet it and my body fails to seperate delusion from reality. and hallucinations from reality. and then when i speak i speak sometimes skewed. its like im watching my psychotic self operate and i cant do anything about it...
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#246
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im really paranoid right now and idk if im hallucinating or not but i think im gonna take some xanax to calm down. its way to early to take haldol. i take it in 3 hours or so.
the paranoia struggle is real right now
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#247
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this is about the time i start to get paranoid. help me...
im rocking back and forth
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
Anonymous37787
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#248
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Why do you get paranoid in the evenings?
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#249
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im afraid someones gonna break in the house and kill me. i heard rustling in the bushes by my bedroom window last night. while i was on the toilet! im in the country and someone could just break in here and no one around would know. im hearing noises right now. all kinds going off.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#250
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