Roll Call 64

Ditto!

I hope the pills you took were a low dose and you're just sleeping it off.

I hope you're okay

Has anyone heard from newtus? I hope she's OK!

I slept maybe 3 or 4 hours but I woke up too soon, about 1 something. I want to get to the therapist tomorrow but I don't know if I can make it.

I'm going to be honest, I'm not a huge fan of those ear plugs or whatever you call them... I think perhaps the much smaller gauge ones are ok but I don't understand wanting to stretch your ears any significant amount for a disc or plug or whatever....

Each to their own though & I'm happy for you if it's what you want!

Some nice guitars you got there yourself. The version of the Explorer that I think is really sexy is James Hetfields mahogany finish one...

Right, specs!

• Fender American Standard Stratocaster in Sienna Sunburst with Rosewood Fret board... it's just got the standard pups.
• Taylor GS Mini Mahogany... travel sized guitar but it sounds like a full size & is generally awesome. I tried a friends Taylor that cost much more & it's what made me fall in love with them.
• Fender Champion 40 Amp - 12" speaker which has 12 amp models & various FX effects.

I hope your ok newtus...

Not sure if people might be interested in this, just a success story with regards to someone with sz:

How schizophrenia changed the whole course of my life

The amount of weight gain she had from meds though is ridiculous...

I'm not doing so well today. I'm still upset about yesterday. There's jackhammers again outside my window. When will they ever be done? I can't go for a walk anymore to clear my head. I'm so depressed.

that crap didnt do anyhing. i cant be home today i just cant. my xanax were .5mg. im so stupid. i shoulda took 20 or the whole bottle plus some haldol. i took ambien with it. wtf

i cant stand this being home alone. must. revert. my. depression. to psychotic thinking. channeling it

holy **** newtus i'm sorry. i'm glad you're okay in at least the physical sense?. (๑°⌓°๑)

do you ever njust get in the mood to run into a wall and run into a wall and run into a wall and run into a wall and run into a wall and run into a w

forgive me lord for i have sinned.

everybody pray for me. im in a dark place right now mentally. my depression is channeling into psychosis. thats fine. i need to pray and/or i need good wishes from evehyone.

We're thinking of you newtus...

I'll pray for you newtus.

thank you so much loial! i appreciate any prayers or good wishes i can get.

thank you so much!

i feel like i want to take more xanax just to sleep today away

I'm glad you're okay physically, the mental side of it will get better just hang in there

Pdoc has told me to take 2 zopiclones to see if it helps. That's 15mg. Didn't know you could take that much. Hopefully I will sleep

My dad walked my grandmother down the isle at my granddads funeral while I was in a mental hospital and my step dad and mom watched as well as the whole family and he said he should marry my grandmother that makes 7k a month because my grandad was a chief of police so then he’ll get the inheritance of her massive house so my step dad won't get any money cuz her dad was an Irish immigrant that had an idea and became a multi millionaire and then my other grandmother took my dad out of her will so when she dies, my mom can’t take the money but my grandmothers will be an old bats and likely they will live into their 90’s so ya that's my dysfunctional family XD

I'm so alone.

i am too

alone club

......... =(

I was on 15mg in the hospital, it helps and doesn't leave you with a hangover the next day. I hope it works for you.

Thanks. That's what I was worried about, getting a hangover. I was on 7.5mg but it doesn't work