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Angelique67 · Oct 17, 2015, 08:04 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

vape talk is like a foreign language to me lol

Me too, really. It's its own little culture lol.

newtus · Oct 17, 2015, 08:10 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

vape talk is like a foreign language to me lol

lol. i hate craving nicotine but i got into vaping actually through smoking hookah. its like hookah in your hand. i love the flavors. i remember a hookah flavor called java and it tasted exactly like coffee.

anyway i could go on and on.

Oct 17, 2015, 08:51 PM

Try vapordna.com

newtus · Oct 17, 2015, 09:09 PM

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Originally Posted by kindness

Try vapordna.com

thanks! i took a look but i cant tell if theyre vertical or horizontal.

Oct 17, 2015, 09:29 PM

I haven't been sleeping lately...
It scares me because whenever I stop sleeping I usually have episodes again and I really, really don't want to go back on Stelazine and I really don't want to have to up my meds again.

I'm trying my best to keep it all together. But I can't help but feel like something is trying to warn me of danger.

Oct 17, 2015, 09:36 PM

newtus,

The battery (ies) produce the power. The atomizer (also called a coil) is a heating element made of cotton and a certain gauge of wire (for resistance). Heat rises, so a vertical atomizer (coil(s)) is more efficient, and will produce better flavor and vapor production.

newtus · Oct 17, 2015, 09:38 PM

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Originally Posted by kindness

newtus,

The battery (ies) produce the power. The atomizer (also called a coil) is a heating element made of cotton and a certain gauge of wire (for resistance). Heat rises, so a vertical atomizer (coil(s)) is more efficient, and will produce better flavor and vapor production.

yea but i need instructions on how to juice it. the vertical coil

Oct 17, 2015, 10:02 PM

I think you're talking about what I call "priming" the coil. I'm going to assume you're using a sub-Ohm (less than 1 Ohm) tank. Kanger, Aspire, Horizon Tech, etc. all make good 5mL sub-Ohm clearomizer (glass or Pyrex) tanks. I use an Aspire Atlantis Mega tank (5 mL). The coil just screws into the base, BUT you do want to "prime" the coil by taking your bottle of juice and saturating all of the cotton with juice. This will prevent a "dry burn" (heating up a coil with no juice on the cotton).

Oct 17, 2015, 10:39 PM

newtus,

I checked out your blog, and it's really cool.

justmeandmyhead · Oct 18, 2015, 03:02 AM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Went to a comedy show tonight with my fiancee. The comedian (Dylan Moran (LEGEND)) went on about people who think they're depressed and self loath. Made me think I self loath too much. Great gig anyway, had a lovely night with a few drinkies after. Nice to get out and do something nice.

Hope you're all well.

Love Dylan Moran. Black books is a classic. Glad you had a good time

justmeandmyhead · Oct 18, 2015, 03:04 AM

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

I haven't been sleeping lately...

It scares me because whenever I stop sleeping I usually have episodes again and I really, really don't want to go back on Stelazine and I really don't want to have to up my meds again.

I'm trying my best to keep it all together. But I can't help but feel like something is trying to warn me of danger.

I'm the same when I don't sleep properly it makes things spiral fast. Can you take something to help you sleep? I take zopiclone when it happens. Keep going

Angelique67 · Oct 18, 2015, 06:11 AM

Hello everyone. I'm feeling a little melancholy today. Hope everyone is OK.

Oct 18, 2015, 06:59 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

same person you told me to watch on youtube?

I think so yeah, I remember telling Door about him too. He's a miserable bastard and so damn clever it's hilarious. I'd say you'd love his dry sense of humour.

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Love Dylan Moran. Black books is a classic. Glad you had a good time

Thanks hun. He was brilliant and is totally Bernard Black in real life. He walked past me and my fiancee when we where standing outside and we said hello and he just looked at us and really nervously replied hello then scurried off. He's totally not into being "famous", he's just there to make people laugh and that he did.

Blue_Bird · Oct 18, 2015, 07:44 AM

Today is the first day we turned the heat on, feels nice and cozy

Angelique67 · Oct 18, 2015, 07:47 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Today is the first day we turned the heat on, feels nice and cozy

Here, too. They put the heat on this morning.

Loial · Oct 18, 2015, 08:54 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Loial - psychosis can have lasting changes on your brain. correct me if im wrong but i heard it reshapes your brain or the way the synapses fire. something like that. but it does leave lasting changes. can they be changed? idk. perhaps.

Yeah I've read as much myself. The one hope is what is known as brain plasticity, basically that the brain can adapt to changes over time.

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Went to a comedy show tonight with my fiancee. The comedian (Dylan Moran (LEGEND)) went on about people who think they're depressed and self loath.

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Love Dylan Moran. Black books is a classic. Glad you had a good time

Dylan Moran is a legend indeed. Black Books is an absolutely fantastic programme. I love the episode about "the little book of calm"...

Have you guys seen A Film with Me in it? It's another classic.

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

He was brilliant and is totally Bernard Black in real life. He walked past me and my fiancee when we where standing outside and we said hello and he just looked at us and really nervously replied hello then scurried off.

I've heard that too, according to a friend they saw him after a show, drunk & smoking a cigarette, went up to him but he pretty much just grunted & walked off in true Bernard Black style.

I'm not sure if it's an entirely accurate story but perhaps it is!

newtus · Oct 18, 2015, 09:01 AM

morning.

still feeling a little bad. some congestion in my nose and my chest hurts and throat burning and itchy.

hope everyone is well

ofthevalley · Oct 18, 2015, 09:54 AM

Morning! Hope everyone is having a decent day. It's cold here today so I'm soaking up the wood stove heat.

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Angelique67 · Oct 18, 2015, 10:21 AM

I'm waiting for my grocery delivery and im very nervous. Having trouble typing too.

Oct 18, 2015, 11:15 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Yeah I've read as much myself. The one hope is what is known as brain plasticity, basically that the brain can adapt to changes over time.

Dylan Moran is a legend indeed. Black Books is an absolutely fantastic programme. I love the episode about "the little book of calm"...

Have you guys seen A Film with Me in it? It's another classic.

I've heard that too, according to a friend they saw him after a show, drunk & smoking a cigarette, went up to him but he pretty much just grunted & walked off in true Bernard Black style.

I'm not sure if it's an entirely accurate story but perhaps it is!

I love Black Books so much, my favourite episode is the one where they go on holiday. "YOU SAID WE'D NEVER TALK ABOUT CANADA"!! haha

I'd really have loved to have gotten a picture with him as we where the only ones there but when I said hello and the way he seemed so unnerved I said I'd leave it haha.

Is A Film with Me In it any good yeah? Does Dylan Moran have a big part? I might try find it and watch it this evening.

Just watching the Scots V Aus after our own upset today, not one man worth his shirt on the Ireland team today. Such a pity. Scots doing well though.

Edit: my psychologists that run the group I go to are totally Manny in the little book of calm episode haha.

11:45 AM

TRY!!! Well done Scotland!!!!

EDIT! COME ON SCOTLAND!!!!!

EDIT: HArd luck scotland!!!!! great game!

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 18, 2015, 12:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

Sometimes I want to become an exorcist.

I've had that thought before... It was interesting for me to read that. Feel better.

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 18, 2015, 12:30 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Really low. Just oppressive darkness everywhere. Still paranoid but gaining insight. Bf phoned cpn because I feel like I used to when I would self harm. But I'm not going to.

I'm sorry you're feeling bad. But I think that your new level of insight should be commended, that is hard work to really look at yourself and your thoughts.

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 18, 2015, 12:31 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Thank you. Yes it's less scary to think it's not real than to believe all the thoughts. I'm battling with myself on what is real and not real. Sometimes one wins sometimes the other.
I get this feeling when it gets really bad that I need to get out somehow. Previously this is when I've hurt myself or taken an od. It's like an intense feeling of fear and frustration and pressure. My bf thinks it's a build up of stress and tension which might make sense. It makes me want to run. Maybe it's my fight or flight response kicking in and my instinct is to run. I get really agitated and bad urges.
Can anyone relate to this?

I can most definitely relate to this.

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 18, 2015, 12:35 PM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Today is the day I was supposed to graduate with my honors degree from college. Years in planning this was the date that I would have finally accomplished something big. I've finished plenty of little things like a Higher Certificate (or an Associates Degree to the Americans) and a stupified leaving school exams designed for trouble makers. This was supposed to be it, no on ever thought I'd make it, and I didn't. Going to be a little bit sad today looking through all the lads pictures on facebook. Not envious, these guys did what I couldn't and I commend them for it. A great bunch of lads they are, it's a pity I won't be out partying, celebrating with them tonight. Such a shame. Mental illness is not a joke, and it's nothing to be underestimated. But I'm getting there, slowly but surely.

I can relate to what you're saying, I see people around my age graduating and such and it just... It's not that I'm envious either, more that I'm disappointed in myself even though I know logically that I cannot help my mental health difficulties.

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