Roll Call 64

im at my moms,.... T and group went well. i did feel like i would start talking and then lose track of my thooughts and get confused and not make sense.

i was just wondering how you felt about telling a male therapist that.

oh, it was a long time ago that we talked about it. i felt comfortable talking to him about it. i had much of the same thoughts you have around it. when i was little i would do it and then pray to god to forgive me and i would promise not to do it again. my therapist is pretty cool calm and collected... hes consistent and doesnt freak out or anything. we've talked about sex and how i feel about sex as well.

id like to think my therapist is pretty collected too. shes calm. shes always smiling.

this might seem weird but i read the bible after i do it sometimes. i used to pray after every time. not anymore but i feel real guilt. like i shouldnt be doing it.

idk why i feel that way. my parents never talked about it or sex.

omgggggg my brain feels so weird... it always does this when i dont get enough sleep

im at my moms...i like it. ive been so isolated recently. im trying to make new friends at Ts community house.

i hope you make new friends!

i dont believe in god anymore . im not sure why i did it either. my parents never told me about sex or anything like that either. like you i felt like it was wrong or sinful, dirty, etc

so i didnt go anywhere today. im hoping i can get out of the house before seeing my therapist on teusday. otherwise ill be in the house til teusday :/ :/ :/

thanks this girl in the group gave me her number now i just gotta get up the nerve to text her and ask her to do something

do it! last time i was in group and someone gave me their number i texted them and they never responded. well they did but after i asked to do something they never responded. never heard back from them. sucked.

ive been on twitter alll day long. and other social media sites. my life! wow!

I'm ashamed to have turned out this way...

Bought a pint of captain morgan. Witth the meds a small hit is ok i guess.

Quit smoking. Withdrawal is anxiety but I'm good

whats wrong?

what do you guys think of me starting a site with like photography of like "Life With Mental Illness"? or an alike photography site. would you guys be interested in looking at it?

idk i just have some of the most big ideas. im like a jack of all trades kind of person.

I would.....

thanks! that means a lot to me!

so ive been watching Keeping Up Appearances and Miss Marple and As Time Goes By on tv and im wondering if all the UKers here can answer my question.

what american tv shows do they show in the UK?

they never show good UK shows over here. i wanna see hollyoaks and skins.

is everyone in bed? i know the UKers prob are.

I'm still up but I'll probably go to sleep soonish.

how are you?

I'm getting a little tired. I watched paranormal activity 4 and it wasn't very good. How are you?

im getting tired too. i watched some tv and ate and am now lying in bed. today was boring. as usual.