Roll Call 64

I'm not psychologically addicted because Prozac killed my anxiety and panic attacks so they don't do much after a week or so and then seem like a placebo but I never had any withdrawals when stopping 2mg a day at most.

One Klonopin/Ativan would sometimes get me very high in terms of pure euphoric hypomania. Especially after a panic attack and yknow what..

They make me more social. Much more soical even 0.5mg. It's like alcohol in a pill but more euphoric, Every single time. Sometimes I would take 6 and I've observed the same thing.

I could take one and sleep on a rock i just melt into bed and wake up and go to school and id just feel sooooo relaxed and mentally happy and uplifted.

Last time was a complete disaster and I'm afraid of them now. I took 6 and ****** a few and then took 90 for some reason which made me..

Stoned...

Like I was in the hospital and I told a criminal to ask the cop beside him to take off his handcuffs so he can feel more comfortable. I was completely out of it but 2mg and frying in the sun is nice

America/Canada = Stimulants no problem and "I'm not prescribing you benzos".
England/Ireland = Buy a bottle of Valium get one free and "ADHD doesn't exist".

Yes....I've moved beyond the ellipse into my own punctuation form.....

Yeah it's a funny one. The rare times I'm prescribed benzo's I take them as prescribed bar one time when I wanted to get wasted. All that happened was I got sleepy and fell asleep. Not exactly my idea of a good time lol

Ambien on the other hand, now that gets me messed up. Had to stop taking that a few months ago.

Ya I took a couple this one time and I woke after and all I remember was getting into bed subconsciously like an uncontrollable impulse!

They can be nasty but for some people, benzo treatment can work very well.

Flunitrazepams are roofies so it makes sense..

im on ambien and xanax

I'm out of weed. These are sad times. Very sad times.

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I'm on ambien and Ativan. I'm a walking time bomb lol

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"I love this planet but this planet's killing me... sitting here in all this grass man I don't get no weed"

I don't get no weed until tomorrow *sigh*

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long dayyyyyyyy

Tommrow should be a good day. It's my husband's birthday and my dd's first bball practice.

i talked to my mom about the project and shes like "be careful. watch out for unstable people. the guy who did humans of new york went and talked to a lot of people. he traveled to many countries and covered everywhere". im like "you dont sound very excited for me "

I'm sorry your mother wasn't as supportive as you'd have likes.

It is really quiet in here tonight

thanks. she never really is. i dont know why i try anymore.

ill prob be going to bed by 9:30pm

I always say I'm going to bed early but it never happens. I watch tv until I pass out and call that bedtime.

lol. well i can asure you with my ambien ill be going to bed by 9:30ish.

oh ambien high where art thou

ha! Ambien doesn't knock me out. Maybe I need more I take 10 mgs

lol ambien pretty much quit knocking me out after taking 10mgs but im lucky if i can feel the buzz. then i head to bed when i feel the buzz (after enjoying it a bit) because thats when im most tired. the buzz is good.

just took my 2 ambien. 3 xanax. 1 haldol. thats my nightly cocktail. is it sad i look forward to this every night?

Newtus, you should add the link of your new project

on my sig? or? cause i posted it already.

on your sig

thanks! i meant to do that way earlier but forgot.