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#201
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heres mine in my music room. i just took this pic just now so mind the clutteryness please.
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#202
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its actually a 7 peice kit but i took off the highest pitch drum and added a second snare. you can see the small drum is under a desk there. i also play guitar. not that well. but i mess around with it. my dad plays guitar. is 68. been playing since he was 11 and has played in a few venues.
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#203
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Ah mines only a babby compared to that, nice job being able to play such a large set up.
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#204
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thanks! yea i dont play every single day. i used to then i had my major episode a few years ago and i started reading more and stopped listening to music. yea i know. but im back. i play couple times a week right now.
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#205
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I know your pain. Guitar was always my muse but ever since my episode I haven't been able to get back into it the same as I used to. Maybe, just maybe... playing more and enjoying it is a sign you're getting your old life back, I wish I could say the same.
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#206
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So apparently a leaked document from the United Nations says there's plan to push decriminalization of drug use across countries in the UN, treating it as a health issue as opposed to a Criminal issue. This would be fantastic, finally moving towards the end of the ever losing war on drugs.
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#207
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CRAP. i totally forgot about my pdoc appt today...
****!!!! i missed it!!!
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#208
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The art thread has inspired me. Made me think that drawing is something I enjoyed doing so maybe I could try to use it to distract myself and something to enjoy.
Thanks newtus for creating the thread it's great for ideas |
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#209
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i just called in to the clinic. i feel so horrible. i slept right through my appt and it was in my calender too. ugh. i feel so bad. they said i have to go on standby and see if anyone doesnt come and have to wait in the waiting room for forever.
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#210
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youre so welcome! i love art and music and i know a lot of people other than me here do to!
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#211
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Don't worry newtus I'm sure they will understand. They probably get people who just don't turn up all the time. You've at least rang them and have a valid reason for forgetting. |
#212
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i never missed an appt in the 3 years ive been going to that clinic i believe. never. i just completely forgot. all i could think about was sleeping and getting over my cold. they seemed to understand as they always seen me but i feel completely horrible because that shows im not responsible and i try so hard to be. with these meds and being sick its just getting harder and then im dropping out of one of my classes and everything is just a mess right now. ![]() ![]()
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#213
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This has turned into a nasty type of day.
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#214
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#215
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Nothing I want to talk about. I got flamed on another web site.
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#216
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im so sorry. you can PM me of you want. or you dont have to.
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I've got a girls phone number. sweet girl. Same interests. absolutely beautiful. The big elephant in the room though is that I live in my mom's place. I usually get depressed at about this time but this time I feel like... what can I offer, what do I have? If it weren't for my project and all the reading and research that goes into that I would feel like a complete loser. This will be the first date I've had since December, because of my situation.
I'm really depressed because I feel trapped in a life that constitutes failure after failure. I'm not going to give up but the odds aren't that good. So I show up to fight each day and each night. When I go on a date with this woman I'll feel the butterflies and then the date will be over and I'll then recognize all that's wrong and what I have to do to make it right but I don't know how to get out of this cycle of poverty. I don't make much money. |
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#218
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![]() ![]() howd you meet her? does she like philosophy? does she have a good job?
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I feel really down today. I took my prn klonopin but I don't feel much better. I'm too keyed up about how my disability paperwork is going to go at my pdoc appt next Wednesday.
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#220
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She said she liked this place called the Library Pub. I was thinking that, since she is comfortable there, we could get a booth and get to know each other there. Personally, the way she gave me her phone number was aggressive. All it took was a thoughtful few paragraphs. She replied, and then gave me her number. |
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#222
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Watching The Walking Dead. I can't wait for Amazon Prime to get Philip K. Dicks The Man in The High Castle. It was a really good novel.
I think what I need to do is start brining my messenger bag with my books and laptop and a change of clothes, that way I could go directly to the library afterwards. As soon as I get home I just get in a depressive mood. I will feel better if I instead do something with my book, than just getting home. As soon as I open the door BAM! depressive mode turns on. And I ca't write at home. I need to be somewhere else like a bar, or a library, any place besides home. |
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im having paranoia and anxiety about my dad dying. i took 10mg of haldol at 4pm. its like i have the body of a 25 yr old but the mind of a 60 year old. he tells me a lot of very wise and philosophical things. i love him so much. i dont want him to leave me.
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#225
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i saw a helicopter flying low twice and i looked to my dad for comfort and he said "they are just prob looking for a fugitive". we live near a jail and in the past years people have escaped. that didnt help.
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