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Angelique67 · Jan 23, 2016, 06:02 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

youre right.
but its like they ask "why" "why" about stuff and they give bad therapy unless they know the background of stuff.

like this freakin fill in therapist is giving me bad advice to move to a different college. so i had to give her background on how long ive been in college, where i live (that makes that one college too far), and why i chose the one i did.

like she was hinting i should goto the school she went to and i was just like "no. no." blah blah blah i chose this other school because its closer to me and will accept my gpa. and then i had to provide more background details on my schooling.

it was just a mess. this whole clinic is a mess. they are planning to expand yet they cant deal with their current clients. its just a complete mess!

Yes, sounds a lot like my clinic too. For the therapist I have to sit in a small conference room, with a small chair at a table. It's kind of awkward.

newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 06:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Yes, sounds a lot like my clinic too. For the therapist I have to sit in a small conference room, with a small chair at a table. It's kind of awkward.

exactly.
i sit in a plastic/metal chair overlooking her desk. in a room that has siding as walls.

im seriously thinking about quitting therapy. i mean im so sick of all this. plus they are changing buildings/locations.

Angelique67 · Jan 23, 2016, 06:10 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

exactly.
i sit in a plastic/metal chair overlooking her desk. in a room that has siding as walls.

im seriously thinking about quitting therapy. i mean im so sick of all this. plus they are changing buildings/locations.

Oh. :/ Maybe it will get better though, if they're expanding. I hope so.

newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 06:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Oh. :/ Maybe it will get better though, if they're expanding. I hope so.

idk ive been at this clinic for almost 5 years now. if not 5. it causes me a lot of stress.

cogladaid · Jan 23, 2016, 06:22 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I hope you're being safe. Have you talked to someone about this?

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Yeah I'm totally safe but hahaha my doctor never cared so **** 'em.

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junkDNA · Jan 23, 2016, 06:23 PM

So tired. ..

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cogladaid · Jan 23, 2016, 06:32 PM

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That doesn't sound good...

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Nah, I'm good! thank you for your concern though

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newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 06:34 PM

its really hard to come to terms with my life and being on disability.

i mean i am pretty much come to terms with my disability but knowing i cant recieve good health care and being poor.......i havent come to terms with that. i didnt grow up like that you know.

i just wish someone would not just acknowledge me but help me.

i tried to even get in to see a better medical doctor because my mom and sister said i needed to change and i called a really good one and they said theyll put me on the YEAR waiting list. year...for medicare.

i think im just in denial that i dont have a lot of money.

i live in a hoarding situation. i cant take care of my pets. etc.

ofthevalley · Jan 23, 2016, 06:34 PM

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sorry to hear about your therapist Valley.

ugh my therapist basically dropped me if you think about it. they say she has no time to see me anymore...so i have to goto a new one within the clinic. shell prob drop me too at some point.

god...at first i was so hesitant to tell this one about my life because i thought this would happen. then i tell her my life and it DOES happen. im sick of retelling my whole lifes story to everyone...

That sucks. I'm sorry you have to start all over again.

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ofthevalley · Jan 23, 2016, 06:39 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

its really hard to come to terms with my life and being on disability.

i mean i am pretty much come to terms with my disability but knowing i cant recieve good health care and being poor.......i havent come to terms with that. i didnt grow up like that you know.

i just wish someone would not just acknowledge me but help me.

i tried to even get in to see a better medical doctor because my mom and sister said i needed to change and i called a really good one and they said theyll put me on the YEAR waiting list. year...for medicare.

i think im just in denial that i dont have a lot of money.

i live in a hoarding situation. i cant take care of my pets. etc.

you mean you are a hoarder?
I was on the ropes with hoarding papers and stuff from muumuu car. The hospital and meds helped

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newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 06:40 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

That sucks. I'm sorry you have to start all over again.

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yea. this is the third time theyve changed my therapist. theyve changed my pdoc 4-5 times already. im still not used to it.

newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 06:41 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

you mean you are a hoarder?
I was on the ropes with hoarding papers and stuff from muumuu car. The hospital and meds helped

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my dad is a hoarder but im slowly following in his footsteps.

junkDNA · Jan 23, 2016, 06:49 PM

I'm thinking about going to bed but it's not even 7

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falcon09 · Jan 23, 2016, 07:35 PM

thoughts grabbing onto thoughts and leading to places

Angelique67 · Jan 23, 2016, 07:37 PM

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I'm thinking about going to bed but it's not even 7

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Me too. But it's only 7:37. :/

newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 07:54 PM

its still not 7 here.

newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 09:09 PM

im ready for this weekend to be over. i need to call my MD and the clinic. i wont be able to til monday. i hate weekends.

newtus · Jan 23, 2016, 09:22 PM

my cat ate a rats head off.
i havent had an appetite in about 4-5 hours.

Jan 23, 2016, 09:41 PM

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my cat ate a rats head off.
i havent had an appetite in about 4-5 hours.

That is the driest sense of humor I've experienced in a while! lol That was good!

ofthevalley · Jan 23, 2016, 09:50 PM

I'm so ready for bed. My husband is going into work so I'm trying to stay up until he goes but I don't think I'll make it. I'm watching lockup.

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Angelique67 · Jan 24, 2016, 12:38 AM

I just smoked a cigarette. I put a new coil into my vape yesterday afternoon and it won't wick. And I'm kind of stuck with the end of a pack of cigarettes I bought last June and I smoked one. And I'll probably smoke another one.

Weirdly, my taste must be off because it didn't taste horrible to me like all the times I've tried one before, since I quit smoking. It tasted pretty good. That might be just the stress talking, I don't know. I almost blacked out though.

Crescent Moon · Jan 24, 2016, 04:06 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

its really hard to come to terms with my life and being on disability.

i mean i am pretty much come to terms with my disability but knowing i cant recieve good health care and being poor.......i havent come to terms with that. i didnt grow up like that you know.

i just wish someone would not just acknowledge me but help me.

i tried to even get in to see a better medical doctor because my mom and sister said i needed to change and i called a really good one and they said theyll put me on the YEAR waiting list. year...for medicare.

i think im just in denial that i dont have a lot of money.

i live in a hoarding situation. i cant take care of my pets. etc.

A thought: I work and have private health insurance through my employer. My daughter is older than you and is disabled. I am able to carry her on my policy as a disabled dependent. She also has Medicaid, but because of my insurance, we can go to good doctors. Do either of your parents have private insurance through their employer?

justmeandmyhead · Jan 24, 2016, 05:24 AM

Morning all. Been having a nice few days since my bf proposed, been going out places and eating in nice restaurants. Going out for brunch today then seeing both our sets of parents. They already know as my bf (well fiancé I guess haha) went round to them all the night before and told them he was going to do it, which I think was lovely. I don't want to stop celebrating and go back to normal life. It's been such a good distraction I don't want to think about what happens after.

Angelique67 · Jan 24, 2016, 05:31 AM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Morning all. Been having a nice few days since my bf proposed, been going out places and eating in nice restaurants. Going out for brunch today then seeing both our sets of parents. They already know as my bf (well fiancé I guess haha) went round to them all the night before and told them he was going to do it, which I think was lovely. I don't want to stop celebrating and go back to normal life. It's been such a good distraction I don't want to think about what happens after.

Have a wonderful time, justme, you deserve that!

justmeandmyhead · Jan 24, 2016, 05:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Have a wonderful time, justme, you deserve that!

Thanks angelique

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