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Angelique67 · Feb 14, 2016, 03:01 PM

If anyone wants to talk, I'll give my kik identity to anyone whose screen name I know.

12AM · Feb 14, 2016, 03:26 PM

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Originally Posted by 0dysseus

My new med cocktail is working out as much as it can. However, I'm not feeling the passion which I can't stand. It's driving me crazy and my mind feels kinda hazy. I can't tap into that feeling where your arm hair rises, and you feel gravity letting you go as you flow through whatever work you're on, but you can't make it glow and glisten. I listen to music with no singers, whether it be electronic, industrial, classical, a mix of the three. This is better than not feeling anything at all. I feel like I'm being pulled down, when all I want to do is reach up. This sucks.

Does anyone feel me? Do any of you no longer feel deeply?

Me, atm. When I stare at the blank pages with racing thoughts that should be written down yet my hands refuse to dance because my soul is drowning in a deep ocean of sorrow..

Blue_Bird · Feb 14, 2016, 03:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

If anyone wants to talk, I'll give my kik identity to anyone whose screen name I know.

What is kik? Sorry I'm kind of out of the loop, I'm assuming it's some kind of messaging thing?

12AM · Feb 14, 2016, 03:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

What is kik? Sorry I'm kind of out of the loop, I'm assuming it's some kind of messaging thing?

Was about to ask the same question

Angelique67 · Feb 14, 2016, 03:38 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

What is kik? Sorry I'm kind of out of the loop, I'm assuming it's some kind of messaging thing?

Yes, it's a messaging app. You dont have to use your real name. Just make screen names.

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Originally Posted by 12PM

Was about to ask the same question

falcon09 · Feb 14, 2016, 03:39 PM

I use Kik as well, if anyone wants to talk just shoot me a PM.

newtus · Feb 14, 2016, 03:50 PM

so i had this hour long phone conversation with someone.

i really needed my mind put into perspective.

Atypical_Disaster · Feb 14, 2016, 04:20 PM

i've *got* to get out of my head, even i know i'm ****ed right now.

Snakepit · Feb 14, 2016, 04:21 PM

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Originally Posted by 0dysseus

My new med cocktail is working out as much as it can. However, I'm not feeling the passion which I can't stand. It's driving me crazy and my mind feels kinda hazy. I can't tap into that feeling where your arm hair rises, and you feel gravity letting you go as you flow through whatever work you're on, but you can't make it glow and glisten. I listen to music with no singers, whether it be electronic, industrial, classical, a mix of the three. This is better than not feeling anything at all. I feel like I'm being pulled down, when all I want to do is reach up. This sucks.

Does anyone feel me? Do any of you no longer feel deeply?

For years i couldn't feel much for anything, i lost all my enthusiasm and motivation for creativity and i'm a musician so it was pretty depressing. Recently though i've been taken of zyprexa and put on abiify and i feel so much more alive, i still struggle to find inspiration but i've noticed a big improvement.

Blue_Bird · Feb 14, 2016, 04:22 PM

I'm proud of myself. I turned down my ex who wanted to come over today. Previously every time we were together even just together to supposedly "hang out" we ended up (sorry tmi) sleeping together then not talking again for months and repeat, etc. and part of it was because I had low self esteem and wanted him to like me. Plus he smokes weed, I don't need to be doing that.

ofthevalley · Feb 14, 2016, 04:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

If anyone wants to talk, I'll give my kik identity to anyone whose screen name I know.

I might check this out.

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ofthevalley · Feb 14, 2016, 04:25 PM

Good for you blue_bird

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Feb 14, 2016, 04:28 PM

Snake, maybe I will give Abilify a try in due time. Meanwhile, I have about 4 months worth of Geodon, which never messed with my emotions, in fact it hasn't had any side effects on the affects. The real problem is the Lamictal, and on top of that the anti depressant.

falcon09 · Feb 14, 2016, 04:31 PM

Being assigned an anti-depressant for someone with bipolar is weird.

That's something you're not supposed to do.

ofthevalley · Feb 14, 2016, 04:41 PM

I'm schizoaffective bipolar type and I'm on an antidepressant

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neil w · Feb 14, 2016, 04:44 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Being assigned an anti-depressant for someone with bipolar is weird.

That's something you're not supposed to do.

Ive heard that as well, though it didnt stop my GP from prescribing me an anti-depressant. it sends me euphoric when i take it so ive just kept quiet about it in case i want more

falcon09 · Feb 14, 2016, 04:50 PM

anti-depressants can trigger mania.

Maybe if you're already on a mood stabilizer like valproic acid or lamictal it doesn't have the same effect, idk

ofthevalley · Feb 14, 2016, 04:53 PM

I think the mood stabilizers help. I was on Zoloft before I was diagnosed and it didn't end well.

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newtus · Feb 14, 2016, 05:02 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I think the mood stabilizers help. I was on Zoloft before I was diagnosed and it didn't end well.

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Prozac made me want to hurt people. ADs have been largely not affected me. But the cymbalta seemed like it helped a bit but had some physical issues.

ofthevalley · Feb 14, 2016, 05:05 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Prozac made me want to hurt people. ADs have been largely not affected me. But the cymbalta seemed like it helped a bit but had some physical issues.

It sucks that you weren't able to stay on something that helped, even if it was just a little.

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falcon09 · Feb 14, 2016, 05:12 PM

Really depressed today, havent been depressed in so long. Hope paxil fixes it, ugh

Feb 14, 2016, 05:14 PM

I haven't really noticed any difference being on an anti depressant but my family said they have so idk

ofthevalley · Feb 14, 2016, 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Really depressed today, havent been depressed in so long. Hope paxil fixes it, ugh

I hope it helps

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ofthevalley · Feb 14, 2016, 05:18 PM

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Originally Posted by 0dysseus

Does anyone feel me? Do any of you no longer feel deeply?

I feel ya. I wish I didn't but I do.

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newtus · Feb 14, 2016, 05:39 PM

my mom is going through her thyroid disease right now. she was diagnosed in november.

she said shes been losing her hair and gaining lots of weight. shes always been really thin too. im just worried about all these symptoms shes having...

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