Roll Call 72

Antidepressants **** me up every time I've tried a few, not for depression don't have that but for other things ie chronic pain because yeah. They just **** with my head they make me like violently suicidal and that's just weird as **** I'm not normally a suicidal person.

But still, in regards to my brain matter leaking out everywhere resitance is futile they';re all controlling me and ****.

I wonder if I should stop my meds. My sister says my problems were likely caused by a lack of social life and probably not any major psych disorder.

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I think you know otherwise, though.

Yeah I guess I shouldn't mess with anything considering I'm doing really well

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Plus, if you really decide to come off them, with your pdoc's blessing, you should do it on a good taper plan so you don't end up in the hospital restraints. Sorry I'm being kind of a pain, but I don't want you to hurt yourself in any way.

Hi Blue Bird! It's good to hear you're having a good time with family. I don't think it's a good idea to stop the meds. I'm sure your sister means well, but I doubt that she would want the responsibility of what could happen to you if you stop. Lots of times, families have good intentions, or try to make helpful suggestions. I would hate to see you go through a relapse just to appease her. That's just my opinion. I hope you keep enjoying your time with them. I'm sure they must have missed seeing you.

I just realized that my mania always comes after midnight and the depression comes right before the sunrise. This is a rapid cycle. Other than those times, I sleep. This is just how my time is stolen from me.

About to embark on my banana bread journey. I'm going to try to sneak some rum into a few of them.. haha.

When I am on mania I think I could be the next Dante Alighieri but when I am on depression I think I should only write for a cheap celebrity gossip magazine. Maybe I should move to bipolar sub-forum. Sorry everyone I'll shut up now.

I like you right here

I think you're in the perfect spot.

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I would miss you a lot.

just got home from the casino in oklahoma. didnt win nothing. but bought some scratch offs and powerballs at the gas station on the way home.

look at my hamster you guys



he has a tumor

Thank you everyone
I joined this forum at a very low point from my illness, I promise I can be better than this.

we like you here.
please dont cry.

You're already fine just as you are.

Poor little thing. What will you do?

idk what to do. its so big...
did you see it???

Went to game night. It was fun sauce

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Yes, I think so.

Poor little guy

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my mom and i are thinking of taking him to a small animal vet

That's a good idea. They can at least give you an opinion on whether he's feeling pain or not. I hope it's a benign growth and nothing needs to be done.

me too!!!