Roll Call 73

Good morning everyone. Slept like the dead. My daughter got me up at 11.

I like how my picture is on tapatalk..



I failed..



But I will try again!

They'll deny you for going to school? That doesn't make much sense. You'd think they'd want you to do something productive.

disability is trash usually, I've never applied, will probably eventually

I was denied but I'm going to try again once we're done with our taxes.

I know a lot of places deny everyone first time around

well idk if they will but that is one reason for them to think about denying you. its like if you start working on disability thats one reason for them to deny you. because they see you getting "better" by working. even if your not better its a possibility theyll deny you just because youre working. thats why theres kinda like loop holes for working like earning only so much.

the ssa arent there to really help you. they are there to deny you. anyway they can.

thats pretty motivating. all those comments.

it just sucks when people say "oh youre still in school?" like "uh yea i am..."

I was just thinking.

I can only think in the present. Like I completely forgot about my paranoia until it came back, always forget I used to be anxious until it came back, forget I hear voices when they're not around, I forget about what I feel when I'm not feeling it.

My T was asking me to fill out a questionnaire and because I wasn't going through things right there and then I just answered no to most questions. He was like "you answered this but what about what happened a few weeks ago?"

I tried googling it and all I found was articles on how to live in the present, like it's a good thing. Is it a good thing? Or do I have memory problems?

I can't wait until dinner. Getting Chinese

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Send me some!

Sooo tiiiired...

I didn't buy an energy drink cuz it has 50g of sugar in each drink but I neeeeed..

I Think it's a double edged sword. It's good to not remember the painful stuff, but when we forget it's easy to fall back into it.
I try to live in the present, but I do remember some of the bad. I think most of my memory has been wiped out because the events were so traumatic. The rest has been wiped out because of my meds.

i hope i dont get denied disability at all on my review...im kindve worried.

Have you been reviewed before?

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no i havent. this is my first time. i got disability in only 3 months or less. got it in 2011 i believe.

Thanks for replying. Yeah I guess it does go both ways. I'd like to blame the meds in my case but I think I've always been like this.

So I'm using Tapatalk for the first time lol just wanted to test it out

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Xiamen. My fil is heading back to the big city hospital. He's bleeding "profusely" from where they removed his pacemaker and they can't get it to stop at the rehab hospital . Poor guy needs a break.

Geese that should say damn

And that should be geeze

I think with my disability, every year, they just ask a few questions about how I'm spending my money. I don't have to submit a whole new application because that is a massive amount of paper work. They encourage me to work and go to school on disability.

I just woke up for the 5th time today on Concerta. Feels weird but nice.

Homie g from the hood of psych central... wazzup wazzup...

How is everyone? I've been pretty good for the most part.

lollll the hood of psych central

I feel nervous about starting clozapine. The more I read about the side effects the more I think f that

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