Roll Call 73

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016, 01:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Angelique67

I know, right? None of this makes sense.

ETA: This whole week, a number of people have been talking to the neighbors about me. Why are they talking about me to them?

That's just really odd. Seems like a complete waste of resources.
I don't know. I'm confused by it so I can only imagine how you're feeling. Are you sure they were talking about you?

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016, 01:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

i have a timed essay to do today

Good luck with it.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016, 01:10 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

That's just really odd. Seems like a complete waste of resources.
I don't know. I'm confused by it so I can only imagine how you're feeling. Are you sure they were talking about you?

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Yes, definitely talking about me, at least 4 days of the 7 that I've heard.

What if the ambulance is for taking me to the state hospital? Now that I'm afraid of.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016, 01:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Angelique67

Yes, definitely talking about me, at least 4 days of the 7 that I've heard.

What if the ambulance is for taking me to the state hospital? Now that I'm afraid of.

But in that case, they could have taken me on Friday night.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016, 01:13 PM

And now outside there's a party atmosphere. Waiting for the lunatic to come downstairs.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016, 01:15 PM

This has been going on so many days that my loved ones won't answer my texts anymore.

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016, 01:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Angelique67

This has been going on so many days that my loved ones won't answer my texts anymore.

I'm sorry this is happening to you.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

falcon09 · Feb 16, 2016, 01:26 PM

New therapist appointment next monday.

newtus · Feb 16, 2016, 01:27 PM

my bed broke while i was playing with my cat

newtus · Feb 16, 2016, 01:28 PM

dang why am i so tired all the time. my pdoc told me to take vitamin d for my depression

Feb 16, 2016, 01:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by newtus

dang why am i so tired all the time. my pdoc told me to take vitamin d for my depression

I've been taking vitamin D for a year and I'm not depressed. Try it I guess.

Feb 16, 2016, 01:41 PM

sounds like a nightmare angelique

Feb 16, 2016, 01:41 PM

im actually feeling pretty good after that nap at lunch, maybe i should make a habit of it. ive never been a napping person

Feb 16, 2016, 01:51 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

I only have one psychiatrist. He knows everything and I mean everything. I'm very honest with him.

I'm not apart of some multiple doctor Concerta drug ring lol. My psychiatrist knows what is best for me.

I never said that I'm not getting better either. I'm very compatible with methylphenidate it's not like I'm sniffing bath salts although if I didn't have Concerta, I'd just easily get some cocaine and go downhill and not care (Which took away my paranoia and calmed me down btw just a bit hyperfocused). If I didn't need it, I would stop it just like when I told my psychiatrist to completely stop the multiple benzos within a few days.

My psychiatrist hated me to be on amphetamine so he took me off of it because THAT is what causes psychosis according to him. He hates amphetamine. He's up to date with new research and stuff. People have been on methylphenidate for over 40 years without any problems.

Alright fair enough..

falcon09 · Feb 16, 2016, 02:02 PM

really nervous about this meeting tonight, worried they might want to lock me up somewhere.

Hallucinating whispers, very annoying

justmeandmyhead · Feb 16, 2016, 02:12 PM

Need to ask you guys a question.
Fairly often I get this feeling of having no emotions, like kind of blank, and I don't feel like talking and my face feels like it has no expression. When I do talk it all comes out in one tone and I can't put any feeling into it.
My psychiatrist wrote that I have 'blunted affect', does this sound like what that is? Does anyone else get this? It lasts for a few hours or a few days. I don't feel depressed when it happens, I'm not sad or tearful, just kind of blank.

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016, 02:13 PM

I can't believe how fast this day is going by. I have to leave soon and I'm still in my pjs. Guess I should get dressed.
Made appts with my t and my pnp since I missed the last ones due to snow. I feel accomplished lol. That's all I have

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

ofthevalley · Feb 16, 2016, 02:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Need to ask you guys a question.
Fairly often I get this feeling of having no emotions, like kind of blank, and I don't feel like talking and my face feels like it has no expression. When I do talk it all comes out in one tone and I can't put any feeling into it.
My psychiatrist wrote that I have 'blunted affect', does this sound like what that is? Does anyone else get this? It lasts for a few hours or a few days. I don't feel depressed when it happens, I'm not sad or tearful, just kind of blank.

This happens to me too and my pnp said the same thing, blunted affect.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

Feb 16, 2016, 02:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Need to ask you guys a question.
Fairly often I get this feeling of having no emotions, like kind of blank, and I don't feel like talking and my face feels like it has no expression. When I do talk it all comes out in one tone and I can't put any feeling into it.
My psychiatrist wrote that I have 'blunted affect', does this sound like what that is? Does anyone else get this? It lasts for a few hours or a few days. I don't feel depressed when it happens, I'm not sad or tearful, just kind of blank.

blunted affect is the technical term for it yeah. i get it a lot too.

justmeandmyhead · Feb 16, 2016, 02:16 PM

Thanks guys, I never knew what it was. Like I feel so much nothing that I can't even force myself to put a smiley face in a text because it just feels wrong.
How long does yours last?

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016, 02:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by falcon09

really nervous about this meeting tonight, worried they might want to lock me up somewhere.

Hallucinating whispers, very annoying

Im afraid of that too, that if I leave my apartment they'll take me to the state hospital.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016, 03:02 PM

Now it sounds like my one downstairs neighbor is alone in his apartment. That's not good because he's been screaming and crying about my God knows what for a very long time now. He called me Judas and traitor. (????!!!!!) And now they've left me alone in this wing with him??? So what, that he can try to burn the building down to kill? And I run out of here in a panic and then they could commit me to the state hospital??????? This is another very upsetting day.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2016, 03:03 PM

The rain is coming down in sheets. Only nice thing about this day. Unless they drag me off.

Atypical_Disaster · Feb 16, 2016, 03:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Need to ask you guys a question.
Fairly often I get this feeling of having no emotions, like kind of blank, and I don't feel like talking and my face feels like it has no expression. When I do talk it all comes out in one tone and I can't put any feeling into it.
My psychiatrist wrote that I have 'blunted affect', does this sound like what that is? Does anyone else get this? It lasts for a few hours or a few days. I don't feel depressed when it happens, I'm not sad or tearful, just kind of blank.

I am like this all the time now and have been for years(blunted affect has been on my records for ten years)... I can fake having a bit more emotion but I can only do that for so long. It's that being blank, nothing there... It makes me feel not quite human.

justmeandmyhead · Feb 16, 2016, 03:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

I am like this all the time now and have been for years(blunted affect has been on my records for ten years)... I can fake having a bit more emotion but I can only do that for so long. It's that being blank, nothing there... It makes me feel not quite human.

I'm sorry to hear that atypical. Mine comes in waves, periods of time like this. I'd hate for it to be constant.

Menu

My Support Forums - Mental Health Support Groups

Get emotional support and friendship from others like you!

Our community offers: No spam. No trolls. No social media connections.

Roll Call 73

My Support Forums