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Old Feb 18, 2016, 03:18 PM
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I bought a large black coffee and then mixed in a double espresso with 72mg Concerta. I'm at my brothers graduation and I'm so tired. I have to stay awake for another 6-7 hours it's painful.

I wonder what's wrong with me like if I have diabetes or something.
Abilify made me super super tired all the time, so it might be that.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 03:55 PM
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This secret life beside the real life. Lies and secret thoughts. I am not a liar but desperation makes me one. The desperation of not being controlled anymore. I've been controlled for years. I can't take it. Threats and consequences. Not any more.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 03:58 PM
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I feel a bit better today. Went out to a restaurant earlier there was a little bit of paranoia but nothing I couldn't handle. So quite a good day today.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:01 PM
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My cpn is leaving, she forgot my depot. I haven't had it. Getting a new worker eventually. What if I didn't have the depot. I could get away with this. I could be free
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:03 PM
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This secret life beside the real life. Lies and secret thoughts. I am not a liar but desperation makes me one. The desperation of not being controlled anymore. I've been controlled for years. I can't take it. Threats and consequences. Not any more.



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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:04 PM
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My cpn is leaving, she forgot my depot. I haven't had it. Getting a new worker eventually. What if I didn't have the depot. I could get away with this. I could be free

Do you think you're safe and okay without it?

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:05 PM
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I think I know the truth when I'm off the depot. I live in the real world. I think I'm safe yeah.
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I think I know the truth when I'm off the depot. I live in the real world. I think I'm safe yeah.

Okay. Just making sure you'll be alright.

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:13 PM
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I wish I could come off meds but my parents have said they'll have me sectioned if I do. But i feel like I'm being targeted by people and I don't see how meds help with that. But whatever I'll agree to take the meds to keep them quiet.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:16 PM
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I always wonder what I'd be like off my meds. All I can think about is how psychotic I was before meds. I still have breakthrough psychosis even while on meds so I don't think I'll ever be off of them.

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:22 PM
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I don't see myself as being psychotic I see it as knowing the truth I guess. I should be using my abilities not squashing them
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:23 PM
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I like my iPhone so much better without a case but I can't be trusted. I've dropped my phone twice today lol

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:24 PM
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I don't see myself as being psychotic I see it as knowing the truth I guess. I should be using my abilities not squashing them

When I'm off my meds my truth is psychotic. .

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:26 PM
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I seem to be doing really well. I'm getting better every day. I could give it a shot but I'll wait until I'm 25 or so when my brain has finished developing. They said that's the best idea according to new research.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:29 PM
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I seem to be doing really well. I'm getting better every day. I could give it a shot but I'll wait until I'm 25 or so when my brain has finished developing. They said that's the best idea according to new research.

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:34 PM
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Now all I can think about is life without 7 different medications *sigh*
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:36 PM
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Do more horses die on a full moon?

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 05:16 PM
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Going to see my father in law today! He has made a remarkable recovery. He's just in a rehabilitation facility now to work on his strength. To think a few weeks ago they were thinking he was going to die and now he's working on walking! The will to live is so strong if you couldn't tell, I adore my fil.
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 05:16 PM
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Old Feb 18, 2016, 05:19 PM
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I don't see myself as being psychotic I see it as knowing the truth I guess. I should be using my abilities not squashing them
Yea but it seems to be a pattern that when you decide to go off of your meds you become a danger to yourself. Just something I have noticed

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Work was pretty good today. Going to game night later

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Old Feb 18, 2016, 05:24 PM
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Yea but it seems to be a pattern that when you decide to go off of your meds you become a danger to yourself. Just something I have noticed

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I didn't think anyone took notice of anything I said here to be honest
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