Roll Call 74

that ducks.

I'm feeling really strange today. I'm getting what feels like mild brain zaps, but I haven't missed any meds. Strangely enough I don't feel anxious just really off. I don't know what's going on.

Could it be that you are too tired?

It could be. I don't nap on weekends like I do during the week. I hope that's all it is. Thank you.

Thank you guys.

I had him for 2 years.
Im cuddling with my cat now trying to take my mind off the situation.

This is my soul dog. I adore him.

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This is the baby. :love;

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I cant find any pics of the beagle without the kids in them. I'll get one eventually. Just wanted to share my family lol

This is my dog, not the best pic. I love him but sometimes I want a cat, too. My husband and daughter are both allergic to cats so there's that. Oh, I also have an aquarium, no pics though! 😊

im more of a cat person even though i have a dog too.

I'm definitely a dog person. I love my cats but dogs are my weakness.

In the dead of winter, I wish my dog was a cat so he can walk himself!!! Lol

Definitely a dog person. Here's my Logan!

Love of my life, Bambita. I love any animal as long as it has fur and legs.

Another love, Eleen. Please ignore my hello kitty carpet, I am a big kid.

ive been in such a positive state of mind, in general, the past year that i feel like everyones bringing me down. almost everyone. i just dont understand how some people can be so...like negative. but ive been there. a lot. i just learned now how to brush things off and be positive.

For a while when I was first in recovery I called my mom negativo because she seems to see the worst in everything....then we came up with a code word martini for when it would be helpful for her to sort of look on the brighter side. In her case she was willing to try to change it wasn't very effective but I was so sensitive to it when psychotic....like she would tell me I probably had diabetes or something or thyroid so when I was sick I told them to test for those I was so sure I had them. It's like all that negativity seemed like truth to me I couldn't just brush it off. I'm fine now but man early in recovery I just couldn't handle it.

I've been there...negative. My husband says to look at silver linings. My t says to counter act my thinking so I can train myself to think more positive. I'll tell ya it's not easy but I'm trying. Maybe this can work for you, too! Good luck!

I hear that!

my mom wants me to get tested for thyroid issues and ive already been tested for diabetes twice because she suggested it. now im in the process of changing doctors. medical doctors. i literally cant get another MD. its proven to be impossible. i am supposedly on a year waiting list to get to see one. im probably not even on the list i bet!

but its like i told her my hamster died. then we talked about negative things about my sister. all this for two hours. about how i need to lose weight too. because i said i dont want to shop for clothes because im too big. and i keep gaining weight.

to be honest, i feel like everyone around me is just using me. like almost everyone. ever since this one relationship went south and this guy keeps re-asking me to be with him again...- im feeling used.

i dont feel like anybody truly likes me or cares for me. but rather is just using me.

idk any other way to say it.

I am so isolated I don't have to worry too much about negativity rubbing off on me. On the off chance I talk to family and friends, I try my best to stay positive. It's so hard to let things roll off your back when your surrounded by negativity.

i may not be in recovery anymore. my PSS keeps saying that i am but i just dont believe that. im not getting any support for doing well. yet im giving giving giving to so many people.

thank you guys for your input!

You seem to be doing really well from what I've seen. I know it's not the same, but you have our support.

Well we all like you on here