Roll Call 75

im being gangstalked.

it started when i was in an apartment in 2009.

I was told delusions are just overvalued ideas if they're not actively distressing or impacting your life in one way or another.

who told you that?

Im a male/female slash gender trans third and 4rth genderation iphone man woman offensive bot alien stigma spinal removed implant mind changing trans-unknown undecided penguin

what im dealing with is not a delusion. its real. its real because im being persecuted for knowing the truth. the truth of the world. they are not so much secrets anymore but rather the truth that is being held down. its political and civil.

that would be option C
or new survey
a) Male b) Female c) Other

It's a nightmare I'm waking into.

My food wasn't OK either.

They think I'm a pedo. In Chicago I used to walk to parks with playgrounds to swing on the swings. It started about that time.

Kinda snapped at my nephew (we're the same age). Anyway, just took some hydroxyzine as I'm kind of agitated. I guess I'll just wait and see how that goes.

I don't know why I've been like this lately, maybe it's just adjusting to living with other people and learning to deal with other peoples moods. I am used to either being with my mom or by myself but now it's different

Everywhere I lived, people turned on me.

My psychiatrists. They call me delusional when I'm distressed about the chip but just idealistic when I'm not really bothered about it.

It's really annoying, for one I've never been delusional and two it's just a way of invalidating what I'm going through.

Wasn't saying you're delusional, it just popped into my head.

What about an option e) I don't know...

I mean, people keep thinking I am a female seemingly, so maybe they are right. How would I know?

Srs face

Going to therapy in 15 minutes...

Hope my second session goes well

I think it's just because you're a nice guy

Good Luck!

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i think you need to stand up for what you believe in. that may sound "crazy" coming from someone with schiz but i think you should. pdocs dont know everything.

as for me, i have been called many names both in front and behind my back for my beliefs. idk about you but i dont think my beliefs are that delusional. considering what your pdoc said.

thanks, now i definitely wont be coming back here.

Ahh geeezzzze.....

<3 ???????

Replied to the wrong person...sry ahh erm , good luck with therapy

I just started pulling my hair out again.

Haha, thanks.

Gotta get my mom to drive me there and she's late

I need to get my drivers license

There's a gap of time before new landlords and such find out you're flagged. Everything is normal until then.