Roll Call 75

anyone could have a gun now in texas.
maybe i should have one.
idk.

everything thinks im doing ok cuz i have insight generally into myself. but im not always ok.

i hope everyone gets a goodnights sleep

I had that when I took too much diphenhydramine/Benadryl (A powerful deliriant)

I had that when I saw huge bugs crawling under my skin and then they would go to my spine and electrocute my spine.

I hope it doesn't last long.
It's good that you were able to walk away.

I don't know but I've had body zaps pretty regularly. It's uncomfortable to say the least.

I know sometimes your mental state will try to misguide you
Mislead you into thinkin' that you've got the devil right beside you
Perhaps you're thinking you're sinkin'
And slowly slippin' by misguided intuition
Which is one more part of inhibitions [?]
You've got to be yourself no matter what the cost
And if others don't like it
Tell those player haters just to (**** off!)
Don't waste your time on pettiness or petty people
See they wanna spread evil to make up for the fact that [?] people
You've got to rise above 'em; take them with a grain of salt
Never subscribe to negativity, homie assume the force
And imitation is the greatest form of flattery
That's how I've been rappin' for 10 years;
And kept my sanity!

i think i'm manic and it's not nice at all. I think i've discovered the difference between mania and hypomania! Three hours sleep and i'm back to shaking and rattling in front of the laptop. Ah feck it anyway.

Idk why codeine doesn't get me high or even work for pain. Most I took was 400mg and nothing.

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day.

Morning guys. Hope we all have a better day today, myself included

Good morning everyone. Hope it's a good day.

I have just noticed IV marks on my right hand and arm, but no recollection of having an IV.

A small number of people are unable to metabolize codeine to morphine after it has been ingested. Therefore, it may not work for them.

Dihydrocodeine will work though I think.

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Their trick last night was convening several people downstairs who concluded that the only thing to do is kill me. I didn't take it seriously because they've done a lot of tricks since new years and none of them actually got to me, for example, the kidnapping of me to a mental institution, etc.

This, which I have no idea how they got in or did this, they are trying to prove they can get close enough to me to kill me. This would have been done in my sleep but how did they keep me from waking up? How did they get in?

ETA: and I hear them laughing while I was posting.

Good morning everyone. I hope you all have a good day.


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To me it looks more like bruising angelique rather than an open wound from an IV. There's no entry to it

Thank you, justme, but I'm sure they did this. They have been laughing about my panic. What do you mean about no entry? There's bruising consistent with a blood drawing.

I could be wrong, just to me I thought if they were going to put an IV line inside you they would need to break the skin and it doesn't look like the skin has been broken

Oh, OK. To me it looks exactly like they stuck small needles into my veins. The problem is they can do it again. I have no idea how they got in, and what they used to keep me unconscious.

morning

i slept better last night. well i woke up at 3am again but took some xanax because i was having anxiety and slept til now (8:00am).

i had no nightmares.

im about to goto the doctor

Good morning! Started to go for a walk earlier but it started raining. Guess I'll have to figure out some inside exercises for today.
Not much going on. Saturday I'm going to church with my family. I'm looking forward to that.

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Afternoon, or should I say Morning folks,

Picked up my new glasses this morning.

Definite difference but not necessarily in the ways I assumed. I think the most noticeable thing is a change to my depth perception; perhaps part of that is I can see things more clearly around what my focus is centred on if that makes sense.

I've heard of people saying "WOW everything is in HD now!", but for me I think it's sort of like going from 720p to 1080p...

Thankfully, it does seem to make reading easier on my laptop. That was what I thought my main benefit would be.

I'm feeling a lot better today

doctor said my throat congestion is just from allergies because my nasal passages are swollen too. its good its not serious.