Roll Call 75

I've taken 100 mgs before. It just made me tired. I believe that was my bedtime dose. sorry you are so scared and anxious.

Thank you! I wanted to nap for an hour or two because I haven't been sleeping hardly but I can't deal with it here and I can't fall asleep.

The vistaril should help you nap.

Okay. Getting ready to head to Claire's. I have a very happy girl on my hands lol. Wish me luck I'm going to try going without a prn ( I'll bring them with me just in case ).

Valley my daughter likes going too Claire's too! We haven't gone in a long while because we're broke. I tell myself she doesn't need it anyway.
Feel like napping...it's my break from cleaning.

I hope you both have a nice time.

My daughter has a gift card so I have no excuse dammit lol

A black and grey owl with a mandala around it on my left wrist/arm

Just looking at this guys work though and I'm not sure if I'm going to go with him though. He's just not consistent. Like some really good ones and then some god awful ones. I think I'll wait until I have the moneys.

I know! Have a nice time! 😊

Sounds cool....yeah better to be safe since its for life.....

Been shopping all day today for mothers day. Then went out for a meal. All in all a good day apart from a bit of paranoia.

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Evening guys...

Had a pretty good day today.

Been learning some Japanese for the past week or so now... going pretty well. Felt I'm starting to get the pronunciation down a bit today, can figure how to say most words now if I see them in Romaji. Also slowly learning to read too. Quite fun being able to recognize a few words whilst watching things in Japanese with subs.

The highlight of my day though was I saw my Grandma, who was 95 two weeks ago & spoke to my Great Uncle on the phone who is 93 today. (He lives in California) Neither of them particularly know who I am... my Gran recognizes me but can't quite place who I am, she often thinks I'm her son. Whilst my Great Uncle just doesn't remember really, which is fair enough since I've only met him once 11 years ago.

Now just having a Bud.

Hope everyone else is equally having a good day.

Had group...there were 5 new members. Right before it started T put his hands on my shoulders and asked how I was I guess cuz he knew how hard it is for me. I said I am ok and he said something abt walking out the door..like that I prob wanted to..which I did want to. I stuck it out thought but I was pretty quiet.

After group I met with T. We played rummy with the rainbow cards. We might do a game night tonight bc he told me he got a game for his bday. =)

I feel sleepy..I'm laying on the couch watching shark tank on hulu

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I hate how anxiety just hits me at times and ruins my day, dont want to take klonopin because of how addictive it is.

I never did like group therapy. All these people with problems but none of which I could relate too. I remember talking about my paranoia and my delusions and people in the group looked at me like I was crazy. After I talked that was it, no questions or comments. The therapist then had another person talk. I thought to myself, "whats the point." Hate to say this about group therapy everyone. This is just my experience.

Can't nap can't nap can't nap.

This group is a woman's trauma group so we all have those 2 things in common. However I am the only one that has psychosis so sometimes I do feel like that part isn't relatable

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I'm glad junk that you're t takes time to make you feel comfortable and even plays cards with you. Such a nice t.

As for group therapy, I could partially relate but my psychosis got in the way. Most of the time I sat quietly and listened. Now I do one on one and it's working out. Hope it works out for you!

Wow. My daughter was fast today. Only 90 minutes in the store! We came out with lipsticks and nail polish...because the billion she has now isn't enough lol. Made it through without a prn!!!

This is my fear too. No one would relate to the craziness. I would hate to open up and then hear crickets. Not that I have to worry, there aren't any groups around here.

Cool! Have you become the make up model, yet? That's fun, too! 😄

Haha nope not yet. She just did my nails yesterday so I think I'm safe today.

Had a good day. Went shopping. Got a litterbox and scooper for my cats and a new set of dishes for them.

Plus a few things I wanted.

My nephew is moved out to his own apartment now so I don't have to deal with his annoying *** self lol

How is everyone?

I don't feel well lately. I feel lost. I hate this, doesn't sound like me.

I'm sorry, I hope you feel better soon