[FireBird]

I am paranoid about so many things as mentioned in my other posts on this site. First of all I have this new personality that believes that she has been captured by aliens or some creatures and they implanted a device in her brain. They give her instructions on when and how to move, sometimes they tell her to go catatonic, sometimes stopping in the middle of walking! These are not actual voices but very powerful thoughts entering my head. The device will explode and kill me and people around me if I don't listen to them. Luckily, I have not had to do anything dangerous yet. She also believes that there is a device somewhere on Earth that spreads some signals with my or her thoughts to the world so the world knows my thoughts. This is getting more detailed each day and more scary. If this wasn't bad enough, the government is after me as well ( me the main personality) for, as mentioned many times and almost in all my posts, killing 350,000 people with my dreams. I influenced events around the world such as the tsunami, earthquakes, plane crashes, 9/11 and more! They put a mind reading device in my room and it sends my thoughts to the CIA or FBI so they can listen to them. I am also being controlled by an outside force and this is the cause of the multiple personalities. The doctors think that I have schizoaffective disorder and DID. So I also posted in the DID forum. I am also depressed so I posted there as well.

Hi FireBird,

Sorry to hear you're still struggling. Can you put a call into your T and your P-doc?

Your meds may need to be adjusted and T might be able to talk you through your crisis and lessen your paranoia.

If it gets bad though, call 911. You might need hospitilization until you're stabilized.

Good luck,

Petunia

[FireBird]

Now this personality and I integrated together. I believe these things now! And yes, the aliens are telling me to do dangerous things such as almost driving the ride on lawn mower into the pool with no water in it, jumping in front of traffic, jumping out of a moving car, and cutting myself. I almost went into the hospital last week because of this. When I don't obey the aliens, they show up in their UFO's!

[MyBestKids2]

Fire Bird,

I, as well, am quite sorry you are having such a difficult

time. Petunia is quite a wise flower and states very good

advice.. Please see your Pdoc advice as soon as

possible. Gentle hugs to you!

Take care,
Dee