Roll Call #79

Erti · Jun 30, 2016, 03:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

I guess you must have mentioned this earlier in roll call but I've not kept on top if it the past few days.

I'm glad the surgery went well. Thoughts going out to him, you & all your family.

I assume they'll be following up with other treatment to make sure the cancer is 100% gone?

He has lymphoma. He'll always have cancer. Hes already had to cut apart some of his other kidney out. I worry about him really. He's only 46 years old. I'm hoping he lives long enough to see my sisters graduation. I worry about my mom and sister. I know my mom will be lost without him.

Atypical_Disaster · Jun 30, 2016, 04:44 PM

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Originally Posted by A18793715

Hey everyone. I hope you all are doing okay.

I got an email from my insurance. It tells me what I get billed for and the reason. I haven't gone to the doctor to talk about my MRI results but it's not til July 15th. It says I have arthritis not caused my injury in my upper and lower back and somewhere there's a herniated disc.

I'm only 24.

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I'm 25, my body is completely screwed up. My back is not in good shape either, I understand.

A18793715 · Jun 30, 2016, 05:01 PM

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I'm 25, my body is completely screwed up. My back is not in good shape either, I understand.

I'll be 25 in Nov. it's not fair.

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A18793715 · Jun 30, 2016, 05:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

He has lymphoma. He'll always have cancer. Hes already had to cut apart some of his other kidney out. I worry about him really. He's only 46 years old. I'm hoping he lives long enough to see my sisters graduation. I worry about my mom and sister. I know my mom will be lost without him.

I hope he can as well. Positive vibes! <3

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junkDNA · Jun 30, 2016, 07:15 PM

Hey yuns.

Had a pretty good day off. I'm at my friends apartment. My T is out of town. I'll see him in a week. I told him I'll miss him he said he'll miss me too. Awwee. I'm coping well with his absence so far. Oh! My moms coming to stay the night at my house on Saturday. She hasn't been here since we moved in. I'm excited

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daisymazed · Jun 30, 2016, 08:09 PM

Anyone know where Newtus is? Miss reading her post.
Hope you all are the best you can be...
Take good care, klm

Erti · Jun 30, 2016, 08:19 PM

Well i should be more angry at my mom than social security. I got a letter in the mail from SS saying they got to review my case and my mom didnt tell me until now that I had a letter and it said they're cutting my disability and medical if i had not responded by a certain date. This could mean that I'm not going to get my medication and i have no money and I'm already struggling to get food. she never tells me when I'm getting mail. I live with my dad and she told me not to switch my address when I had moved in with my dad but she doesn't tell me when I get mail.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 30, 2016, 08:28 PM

Angelique67 · Jun 30, 2016, 08:40 PM

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Originally Posted by daisymazed

Anyone know where Newtus is? Miss reading her post.
Hope you all are the best you can be...
Take good care, klm

Newtus is OK I guess. We talked this morning. She has been busy.

12AM · Jun 30, 2016, 09:27 PM

Hey guys

Woke up early today, 6 AM. It was raining all night and then I woke up with birds chirping outside my window, lovely scene to wake up with. I am during a break from cleaning my house with my family, the eid celebration will be in less than a week, relatives will come and stuff. There was an old astray that looked like its belong to garbage bin, I was about to throw it when my mom said "no, that was belong to your father". Lol, how lovely, 20 years since my dad passed away yet I can see my mom is still deeply in love with him.

Have a great night ahead everyone!!

A18793715 · Jul 01, 2016, 02:11 AM

I feel so horrible. :cries:
I was letting one of my hermit crabs crawl on my hand and the scary man told me if I didn't throw it across the room, that he would take me to the cliff. So I panicked and threw my crab and freaked out my boyfriend and now I can't stop crying because I feel so horrible but I was terrified of going to the cliff.

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12AM · Jul 01, 2016, 03:59 AM

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Originally Posted by A18793715

I feel so horrible. :cries:
I was letting one of my hermit crabs crawl on my hand and the scary man told me if I didn't throw it across the room, that he would take me to the cliff. So I panicked and threw my crab and freaked out my boyfriend and now I can't stop crying because I feel so horrible but I was terrified of going to the cliff

I am so sorry A

But that was accident, you never meant to do that. Please be gentle to yourself, you are not in a good condition right now so please don't punish yourself.

junkDNA · Jul 01, 2016, 08:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Erti

Well i should be more angry at my mom than social security. I got a letter in the mail from SS saying they got to review my case and my mom didnt tell me until now that I had a letter and it said they're cutting my disability and medical if i had not responded by a certain date. This could mean that I'm not going to get my medication and i have no money and I'm already struggling to get food. she never tells me when I'm getting mail. I live with my dad and she told me not to switch my address when I had moved in with my dad but she doesn't tell me when I get mail.

can you call your local SS office adn ask for an extension???

Erti · Jul 01, 2016, 09:06 AM

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can you call your local SS office adn ask for an extension???

That's what I'm going to do. I'm hoping they will.

Erti · Jul 01, 2016, 09:46 AM

I'm feeling some sense of relief right now though... I looked at my bank account and I got money this month. My check came in today. I got a call telling me I have a pdoc appointment with my new one. Maybe I can express my concerns with her and she can do something to help. I'm feeling positive at the moment.

newtus · Jul 01, 2016, 10:37 AM

hey.
i just...told everyone in my life that ive been seeing this abusive (somewhat) boyfriend of mine and everyones telling me to get out of it (the relationship) but its so hard because i actually have some love for him.

Erti · Jul 01, 2016, 11:00 AM

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hey.
i just...told everyone in my life that ive been seeing this abusive (somewhat) boyfriend of mine and everyones telling me to get out of it (the relationship) but its so hard because i actually have some love for him.

I'm sure your family and friends are worried about you and your safety and health and they are telling you to leave because it's not healthy.

I know it's hard but when something becomes toxic you got to let it go. Doesn't mean you hate them... doesn't mean it doesn't hurt now but you got to look out for your well being because staying could mean it'll only get worse.

junkDNA · Jul 01, 2016, 11:11 AM

work today 3-11... it's going to be busy because of the 4th. they scheduled a lot of cashiers and 2 baggers so it shouldn't be too bad. i also have another bookkeeper to help me out. working holidays in retail is intense!!! i like staying busy, though. i also work on the 4th so i will miss the fireworks.

12AM · Jul 01, 2016, 11:15 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

hey.
i just...told everyone in my life that ive been seeing this abusive (somewhat) boyfriend of mine and everyones telling me to get out of it (the relationship) but its so hard because i actually have some love for him.

It must be hard. Maybe take it slowly? Leave him gradually?