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Default Jul 26, 2016 at 08:40 PM
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Today was a better day, no voices as of yet, still quite paranoid though, maybe the paranoia will tone down after my Grandpa memorial service and everyone goes home, I already want my uncle and aunt to.go home and they aren't even here yet, wtf. But yeah, my mind is all over the place, grr, I hate paranoia... Tomorrow got my DBT group, and them going to.go.see if I can get my meds refilled, ran out of meds today, if I can't get then refilled, I'm screwed and my psychiatrist will send me impatient, I just know she will, can't afford that either, even though stopping my meds isn't my choice this time. Forgot to call Medicaid today too, ugh, I'm so, so, screwed. But hey at least no voices yet, makes for.a.quite and relaxing day.

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I'm tired and the voices are back. Apparently I just need to sleep 23 hours a day. *sigh*

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I'm tired and the voices are back. Apparently I just need to sleep 23 hours a day. *sigh*

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Hey guys...

Don't feel much like posting right now, so I'll just say I hope you are all ok.

Found out why my p-doc hadn't got back to me yet... turns out he was on holiday. Oh well, I think I should be getting a call sometime soon.

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Hey guys...

Don't feel much like posting right now, so I'll just say I hope you are all ok.

Found out why my p-doc hadn't got back to me yet... turns out he was on holiday. Oh well, I think I should be getting a call sometime soon.
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Hi, Loial. Are you OK?
I don't know! Mood is a bit up & down. I feel like all this Pokemon stuff was/is a great distraction but there's still stuff going on.

Wondering if my SSRI is pooping out on me. I mean it wasn't as effective as last time I was on it for my anxiety but since my mood was better I just persevered but I feel like it's not helping enough. Feeling like I'm slipping backwards again.

I mean, what with starting college in a month (induction in 3 weeks), I'd say I've got reason to be a little anxious but still. Just my overall mood could be better.

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Morning. Today is the doctor appointment from hell. I'm hoping my anxiety isn't too bad. I don't like to take a prn when I'm driving somewhere I'm unfamiliar with.
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Good morning. Woke up to find out I got a 100 on my paper, so I still have a 100 in my computer maintenance class.

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Going to see my peer support specialist who is in the hospital today. we are gonna have group at her physical rehab center.

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Went to my college today to take the English/writing placement test. Scored an 85% and got registered for classes. I start in September. Really excited.

These are the classes I will be taking this semester:

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Went to my college today to take the English/writing placement test. Scored an 85% and got registered for classes. I start in September. Really excited.

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I don't know! Mood is a bit up & down. I feel like all this Pokemon stuff was/is a great distraction but there's still stuff going on.

Wondering if my SSRI is pooping out on me. I mean it wasn't as effective as last time I was on it for my anxiety but since my mood was better I just persevered but I feel like it's not helping enough. Feeling like I'm slipping backwards again.

I mean, what with starting college in a month (induction in 3 weeks), I'd say I've got reason to be a little anxious but still. Just my overall mood could be better.
I hope the anxiety will go away and you'll feel better soon. I think you are so much braver than me, i couldn't go anywhere at all. So tell yourself you're doing well.
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Morning. Today is the doctor appointment from hell. I'm hoping my anxiety isn't too bad. I don't like to take a prn when I'm driving somewhere I'm unfamiliar with.
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How did it go? I hope it wasn't too bad.

It went okay. I always dread it but then I go and wonder why I was so stressed. I'm one step closer to getting an appt with my pnp . I called when I got home but their computers were down. I'll call again in the morning. Pretty happy overall. Now I just have to wait for the results of my pap.

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It went okay. I always dread it but then I go and wonder why I was so stressed. I'm one step closer to getting an appt with my pnp . I called when I got home but their computers were down. I'll call again in the morning. Pretty happy overall. Now I just have to wait for the results of my pap.

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I'm really glad you got it over with, and that it wasn't so bad. I hope the results are fine (I'm sure they are!).
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Missed my DBT group because of a headache, but got.therapy tomorrow, going to maybe bring in my latest journal entry which is titled roughly as.an example of my thinking, to.show.my therapist why I have trouble.jounaling or writing without subjects.or.prompts, and how disorganized my thoughts actually are. Might write another entry tonight idk, hopefully my therapist doesn't lecture me tomorrow about missing group today...

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Missed my DBT group because of a headache, but got.therapy tomorrow, going to maybe bring in my latest journal entry which is titled roughly as.an example of my thinking, to.show.my therapist why I have trouble.jounaling or writing without subjects.or.prompts, and how disorganized my thoughts actually are. Might write another entry tonight idk, hopefully my therapist doesn't lecture me tomorrow about missing group today...

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Thanks, I.actually wrote.another jumbled mess.of an entry about how.Ive been feeling lately.to show.my therapist, so hopefully we get.to them tomorrow, and I'm not just told to "use my DBT skills"...

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It's quiet in here.
Nothing much going on here tonight. Just watching tv and reading here. I'm really bored lol.
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