Roll Call 82

Helen Back left again. I hope it's for the best

My moods are up and down. Sometimes I love college sometimes I hate and despise it. I only have 1 class today but I'm upset kind of. I mean I'm doing well but I can tell the workload is about to get much heavier. Sometimes I think thoughts but I couldn't do that to my cats

Maybe you need more time to get used to college. I remember I felt overwhelmed and depressed when I first started any of my previous jobs

I'm sorry you are feeling overwhelmed.

Thanks guys , it is a big adjustment

I hope it will get better as you get used to it.

Having a rough day again. My kids are home and it's still bad. Maybe when my husband gets home I'll feel better. It's something to hope for anyway. It's good to look forward to something aside from bed.

tell them to help you make a bed fort out of your room or better yet send them on a mission to make a bed fort out of their beds tell them they could use anything in the house they can find except two chairs from the kitchen.

Good morning. Getting the kids ready for school before my epic nap. Can't wait to crawl back into bed. 6 am comes way too fast.

2 hours till class starts. I missed my English class this morning. I think I'm going to try this thing I tried before, just staying positive. I keep making myself depressed and putting myself down. Even though all my teachers are okay with me not doing a presentation or doing it in an alternative way which should relieve a LOT of anxiety and worry over it, I keep letting myself get myself down. I have to get up everyday with a better attitude and work towards my goal of getting a degree , I'm lucky I am getting an education and I thank God for that.

Anyone hear from Newtus or Door? Have been wondering about them. I have Doors phone number but no minutes left on my phone

I was on Kik with newtus yesterday, she is OK I guess. You could send her a private message. She is in contact with Door.

I didn't sleep a wink welfare wednesday came and I bought someone smokes because their check wasn't deposited into their account. Their good for it I know where they live they used to live on my floor. cost me $9.50 not bad

I got three rats.

They are really young. I am feeling weird and bad and anxious and everything.

hi. i got put on latuda. i took 1 of them so far. i am on 3 AP right now?????? wtf.

my T said maybe just take the latuda as a prn when ym thoughts get really bad. i took 1 today, i am not sure what happened, i guess i calmed down is topped freaking out having intrusive repeating thoughts.

ive been in a bad place for a while now , i am really getting tired of it. i dnt know what is happening to me. =o(

I'm sorry you are in such a dark place. I hope the Latuda helps.

I think it started when your sister started becoming a big concern again? If you could find ways to cope with unexpected or uncontrolled events, maybe it would help. Even a yoga class might help.

Good morning. I hope everyone has a good day.
I got some good ideas for AP meds from the med section here. I wonder if I'll still get denied by my insurance company because of off label use. Because schizoaffective isn't specified. What do you take?
Right now I'm on gabapentin 1200 Mgs, Effexor 300 mgs, lamictal 100 mgs, haldol 8mgs, Latuda 120 mgs, Ativan .5, ambien 10mgs.
I've taken seroquel, risperdal, zyprexa and Thorazine. I think that's it for APs.
I got a disturbing letter yesterday. I didn't need that on top of being in this depression. I'm really having a tough time right now.

I've also taken lithium though I don't think that's an AP.

I take 100mg of amisulpride, in two days I am going up to 150mg.

I hope things will get better soon. I hate scary snail mail, i hope it's not too bad.

I take 200mg of Topiramate, 2mg of clonazepam, 15mg of abilify, 20mg of Celexa, 2.5mg of Olanzapine

Going to see my Pdoc today hopefully get things changed up

Good luck!

12mg invega, 100mg seroquel 20mg latuda 10mg vybriid 3mg prazosin 5 mg artane

Are you off the invega injection?