Roll Call 86

150 bucks for one sentence a day? I can text you one sentence a day for free!

Ahahahaha I used to do this.

Everyone deserves of love and friendship, you have friends here

Good morning. Hope everyone has a nice weekend. I am busy eliminating mosquitoes atm, so many of them today

Morning.

Ive been sleeping later and later. Idk why. Its 10:30am. This is the latest ive ever gotten up.

I'm going to run out of drugs tomorrow. Hopefully I won't run to buy more when I get paid on tuesday

Ever? I think I would wake up at 11 on weekends when I was younger.....

Hi 12am how's it going...hope you got all those mosquitoes.....

I'm pulling for you......fight it.....I know you want to see your T again.....

It's not true erti you don't deserve to die and of course you deserve love and friendship.....

What i meant was ever as in the past couple of years or so. I had a steady schedule of going to bed at 930 and waking up at 7 or 8. Lately havent been waking up til 9 or 10

Good luck!

This really sucks. Where did my money go. I have like 60 bucks. And i dont want to charge to my credit card.

Hi everyone. Having a good day so far. My daughter made pancakes for lunch. Yummy! I got up at 930 and haven't napped. I never nap on the weekends but my husband isn't home so I wondered if I'd be able to stay up. My kids have been keeping me company.
I have nothing planned for the day. Laundry and dishes. Fun. I was going to bring my daughter to see beauty and the beast but I don't want to leave my son.

You should keep track of what you spend your money on. It's amazing how the little things add up.

I used Mint.com to keep track of my budget but its not that good i think.

I got two more weeks to live on 60 bucks. Yep ima go broke within a few days!

I think im subscribed to a lot of stuff plus paying 200 in rent really takes its toll. But what can i do?

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I just realized i dont have enough to buy gas or anything.

Thinking about selling my clothes on this app i found to make some extra cash. Idk. Just a thought.

Another hard day.
Having rum and cokes to help. Bf is drinking too. He's on orders to get drunk. Usually it's just me who gets drunk. That's no fun.
I saw the temple guardian again today. They're trying to tell me to go to the park. There's something waiting. Something's happening. The world is changing. This midworld won't last forever.

I bit them all back

I am still not on proper meds but I am so happy atm, on phone with my new bf He is so amazing, his peaceful soul brings peace in my chaotic soul and he brings me balance in my bipolar life He used to be my best friend, and I finally feel what people say "When you're dating your best friend, everyday is a honeymoon"

PS : Pardon my grinning face. Can't help it

That's awesome...glad you're so happy with your new bf

A lot of people donate plasma...they pay you and you're doing good

Last night the TV told me something and I need help to figure out what it means because I can't tell my mum because she will be sad or angry or both. I haven't tried to cross over since Xmas because the Moon said that there's no more 'windows' to be able to cross over, but last night the TV said I had to drain all of my life force. It needs to all come out, every last drop. But the Moon said there were no more 'windows' so what does this mean?? I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do because the TV said my blood is the key, but the key to what?? I have no one IRL to talk to about this.

*Willow*

I've been trying not to think about it, but it has been going around and around my head since last night when it happened.

*Willow*

Willow this is the psychosis talking...if you do this you will die....please don't.....

Sometimes, I died over a year ago so I can't die again. I know that is hard for everyone to understand though I don't know why. On TV, she drained all her blood and it opened the fire and the other person went through it like a portal... I'm in Hell so it seems to be telling me that draining my life force will allow me to leave Hell, which is what I really want more than anything. But the Moon said there were no more 'windows' so I need to figure out when is the right time spiritually to try to cross over again. But don't worry, it won't hurt me. I feel very certain of that. The Moon will protect me.

*Willow*