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Thanks to the vaping forum I got my tank unflooded! Got to vape on the morning smoke break!

Now I'll have to fill it again at the next one. And this darn tank gets stuck every time.

I want to go for a long walk but it's raining.

I feel like crap. I ran out of my gapapentin so i took a hydroxyzine (just 1) last night.

I slept over 12 hours

I watched a TV show last night that really ****ed with my sense of reality. Basically the whole thing was a simulation and a test and the entire world where this was taking place wasn't real.

Maybe scifi isn't the best genre to watch when you're having issues telling what's real hahahaha.

I created a blog for my thoughts and my book. I might never get it published but this is pretty good too. So far I have averaged about 10 views a day and there is a Like button that has been getting used. People from all different countries have looked at it! It's on Wordpress. I wish I could link it but I don't want people to discover my crazy on here lol I can't think of a way to link you guys though.

I linked it to my twitter on to my facebook. I wish I could get it out there more. Anyone have any ideas on how I could better advertise my blog?

You can PM anyone here who raises their hand to read your blog Oh and I heard that someone was motivating someone to make a blog Good idea, thank you for that DT (sounds like a rapper's name lol)

I'd be interested to read.

Tapatalk and this site are sworn enemies

They gave me 20mg Zyprexa yesterday I feel a bit better. I need the Invega injection maybe idk. I took the Abilify injection every 3 weeks instead of 4.

I like my Pizza like I like my country, over populated! Just put them all on it, pineapple, meat, paprika, meat, tomato, meat, cheese, meat, etc etc etc

I try to avoid any movie or music or whatever that fuels my psychosis

Great idea! If anyone else is interested to see my blog let me know. I can give you tips on how to make your own. wordpress is an excellent site to create your own!

Besides my book being the major factor in the blog, I have deep philosophical reflections and deep thoughts I've had on my mind accompanied by great quotes that make you go hmmm...

I just like deep dish from dominos pepperoni and mushroom

Hope you'll get a new job that you really enjoy soon

What? I thought you were making a beauty blog?? Like, how to put concealer to conceal annoying people from your sight

How much do you take day?

I didn't even mean to. It was just what the latest episode had. I watch the show regularly. Sort of took me off guard.

I do have a habit of seeking out things that do fuel my psychosis I guess as sort of a confirmation bias, but I didn't mean to this time.

I have to do this too! Am working on my list and putting it off. Good luck to you!!

I'm waiting for the supervisor to give me my money for the Coke machine.. been waiting about 45 minutes now.

So who knew from one missed appointment I'd be taken from my home and locked up for God knows how long.

Looks like I won't be having that bottle of Coke any time soon.

I took just one hydroxyzine. But I literally just woke up. Im never like this. This worries me.

Not sure if im ready for a job but im scared to get a job without a degree.

Having a good day. Just hanging around with the family. Got my grocery shopping done. Yay me. That was a chore today. It was pretty busy. That's about it.
Hope everyone is having a good day.

Im feeling kinda suicidal. I just absolutely hate being alone. I just want to finish this degree. Idc what i get anymore.

I need a drink