Roll Call 96

Good afternoon everyone how is everyone?

Hugs to everyone having stressful times.

I'm doing okay. Tried to go and get my phone insured since I haven't even *got* it in the mail yet. They said I could only do it at point of purchase. So yeah, I'm gonna have to be careful with it to make sure thing lasts me. May get an OtterBox Defender for it.

Otherwise, I'm sleepy. We have the Toyota Avensis reserved for purchase. The mechanic is looking at the car tomorrow to deal with the oxygen sensor problem it had. If all goes well, we will have this car by the end of the week.

Sorry. That sucks.

Thank you. I appreciate it findingreason.

So court wasn't a trial. She had to go in to confirm the pictures were her . She saw the man but there wasn't anything said.

I'm having the worst period of my life. I'm so broken out. Hella mad. Bloody. Farty. Bloated. I hate being a woman

Tmi.. Sorry
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I hope it settles down soon.
I always hated being a woman when I had periods. It's miserable.

Take Haldol... I haven't had a period in over a year.

Sorry for your loss

So I've had a productive day today...

Been on the phone to my GP about my shoulder and they directed me to this advice service for these type of injuries and they have referred me onto a physiotherapist. Just got to wait for an appointment to come through now but I've no idea how long the wait will be.

I then washed all my dishes and did some laundry and hung that. So few chores out the way which is always good as they had been outstanding.

Lastly... I've applied for a job working part time at a computer repair shop. I'm not sure if I really have enough experience of diagnosing and repairing computers but I chatted to the boss in the store and he said how much they wanted would depend on who applied. Apparently they have had over a 100 applications though... so not expecting much to come of it.

My stepdad has cancer but he got lucky... he will always have cancer and is taking medication to keep the cancer from spreading and killing him. He;s been on chemo and radiation. It's though on him and he works 10 hour days at a factory yet 3 time cancer survivor.

But anyways...
I'm sorry to hear about your stepbrother. It's hard to lose a family member. Were you close to him?

I had just gotten close to him in the past 5 years. He told me we would go shopping together soon. But we cant now.

You should save this post to remind yourself when you say that nobody ever contacts you...

*Willow*

Thanks! I eventually fell asleep around 8am and got a few hours sleep so I'm fine now.

Is there nothing they can do about the mosquitos there??

*Willow*

I'm sorry that you have to work so many hours and are so stressed.

No, I never got around to it, but my Dad said he enjoyed it. Might have to look out for it on DVD or TV...

Sorry for your loss.

It's normal for weight loss to plateau at times. There's loads of strategies to try to overcome it online if you want to google it.

How does she know your number??? You need to do what is right for you. You don't owe this girl anything because you are not the one who hurt her. Whatever your sister may have done is not your fault



Good job on the productive day and hope the physio helps. And good luck on the job applications.

*Willow*

No one ever does. But someone from high school added me on facebook. And then my friend just got out of rehab. So i got bombarded.

So how's the eclipse gone/going??

*Willow*

Thank you willow!

Never/ever are absolutes. Black and white thinking. Generally black and white thinking isn't true or helpful for people...

*Willow*

I'm sorry for your loss Newtus

Glad you got some sleep! I think they've been fumigating all the rooms here. Which is good.

We are close.
Thank you. I know it's not my fault. I just feel badly because I started this going and I should be there to finish it. Just one of those things I'll have to deal with.

Oh, newtus, that's sad. I send you my condolences and hugs.

I'm on 30 benzos because my life sucks. I took 40 yesterday and my mom caught me stoned and didn't let me drive but it's not like I was going to drive that day anyways. She got really mad and why not?

"I get you 4 jobs teach you to drive". NO you should have done that a long time ago but you buy a bottle of wine and drink yourself to sleep because you're lonely and chose my step dad over me and my mental health. Now you want your new boyfriend that cheated on you recently to help me cut weeds. **** him leave me alone. I will just keep doing drugs if that's the case.

I've been in this town in the middle of no where for 7 years and nothing to show for it. Except a grade 12 and an apartment which I don't care about anymore because I don't want to live alone because I have no friends.

If I recovered from schizophrenia earlier on in life, it would be much better. I'd probably be in college or university but I'm stuck at this grocery store stocking shelves and they are like you should work full hours how about no my life is stressful as it is I want to work part time and doing that sort of work isn't something I like being around so many people.

These drugs are the only thing from keeping me from being suicidal.

Yes, I hope he gets what he deserves too. I'm glad you are able to get texts from the girl. I think that's really stabilizing for her. :