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Old Sep 05, 2017, 07:15 AM
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Its funny how most people on roll call are women
We've got 3-4 guys right now...I think that's the most we've ever had.....
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 07:16 AM
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Ugh I'm throwing up again. Going back to bed for an hour.
Sorry valley feel better soon....
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 07:16 AM
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Waiting for the bus
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 07:20 AM
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I take my meds every day but they don't really Do anything anymore
That sucks...do you think it's the recent um....falling off the wagon?
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 07:21 AM
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You may need an AP plus either an AD or a mood stabilizer......not everyone can get by with a single med.....


Yeah I'm thinking that too.

Just have to actually admit to people around me my crazy thoughts and delusions now... I mean they know I had them before so they shouldn't be surprised.
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 09:14 AM
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Hahahahaha. I went back and I found my first post back here from July 2015:

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I'm new again if that makes sense. I was around here before but I stopped posting because I was worried about being caught using this forum and then I deleted because I was better.

Or I thought I was.

Previously I was having issues with depression, eating disorder, self harm, trichotillomania, possible OCD, hypo mania, and a bit of psychosis.

I was on medication. Tried different types of anti-depressants. I talked with a shrink. I learned how to cope. I felt better and I felt good enough to stop everything.

My doctor didn't think I was bipolar or psychotic or anything. Thought any kind of thing like that (including OCD) was just a side effect of medications I was on. I thought maybe she was right. The psychosis was because of the meds (though I was given an anti-psychotic). She just thought I was depressed and that's it.

It's been almost two years. But I feel odd again. Not depressed, no. But I feel the psychosis coming back. Sometimes it's brief but sometimes it lasts all day.

People live in the mirror and they copy my every move. People are watching me. There are skulls in the traffic lights.

I have moments of clarity where I realize it's not real. I'm just being delusional.

By rights anyone will tell me to go to a doctor but I don't trust them. I don't trust anyone. They'll just give me poison and watch me like a hawk and I don't like it.

I just don't know what to do. I might not even use this much again but...
Ah, man... Not much has changed there lol.
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 09:17 AM
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Today I worry that my meds are wrecking my brain. I have no evidence of brainwreck (whatever that means) but I just cant shake the feeling.
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 09:17 AM
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Today I worry that my meds are wrecking my brain. I have no evidence of brainwreck (whatever that means) but I just cant shake the feeling.
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 09:40 AM
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I had a dream about school. That i was able to take philosophy as an associates degree and i was so happy. But i know thats not true.
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 09:55 AM
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Going to another group soon (went to 2 already) then lunch, the library and home.
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Brainwreak sounds like a strain of cannabis
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Brainwreak sounds like a strain of cannabis


Found out theres a strain called Gorilla Glue
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Found out theres a strain called Gorilla Glue


Yes there is gorilla glue #4 is hybird I usually can get that here but I have never actually tried the mother strain of gorilla glue! There is some real interesting ones I have tried this stuff called grape ape or lizard recently!
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 10:27 AM
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Ive been sneezing so much the past 2 days. I realllllly hope im not sick.
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 10:29 AM
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This is ridiculous. I need to stop sneezing
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 10:32 AM
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I wonder if there is something wrong with me that i like to lay on my couch all day and do deep thinking and solve the mysteries of philosophy, rather than play video games and watch tv like most people?
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That sucks...do you think it's the recent um....falling off the wagon?
Yes.......
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This is ridiculous. I need to stop sneezing


As long as their isn't yellowy snot coming out I think ur all good
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Brainwreak sounds like a strain of cannabis

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Old Sep 05, 2017, 11:40 AM
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I want to goto the library, but i know i wouldnt want to return the books.
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Old Sep 05, 2017, 11:42 AM
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If smoke it!


Apparently from leafly.com brainwreck is an hybrid and there is lots of little things it's known for ...

But anyway that's of course if you smoke it ...
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