Roll Call 98

Well the guy who played him is super hot....maybe you can see through the mask?

I feel a lot if I give advice about things not being real I would come off as a hypocrite.

I care I just don't know what to say without sounding like a hypocrite.

Like i said im not trying at all to be judgmental. I was actually curious to wonder if they were important here or not. Roll call is for everything right? Unless you have to type something long or whatever i guess. Idk.

To me the hug button implies that.....

I didnt think about that. I guess i too would be s hypocrite because i deal with unstable reality.

It was...thankfully it disappeared. I'm just scared it will come back. The door is open so I can get out easily and go to my wife if needed.

Thank you for your input! See! Im gonna put in a request to tapatalk so i can see my hugs!!!

Maybe so! I want me some of that lmao.

Never heard a voice? I didn't realize that DT....in some ways you are lucky but for me the delusions are the real horror. I think if I only heard voices I might try the whole med free thing but the delusions have me afraid I could hurt someone...

I have the worst delusions. But idk...im told theyre delusions but im not sure how they arent real? I was talking about this to my pss the oher day.

That's a great idea...a lot of people would benefit from that....

Jared Leto will always been immortalized for in in Requiem for a Dream where he was a junky that got his arm grossly chopped off. I feel sorry for actors because once they play a role that's the type of person many people see them ***. Just think of REEK from GoT's. Jesus Christ. I can think of worse roles but I wont mention them because they are triggering. Why would anyone want to play REEK? ugh

Same. I fail at windows 10

Sometimes also I feel like these voices and everything are so real for all you guys I start doubting my own sanity with them. If that makes sense at all. Probably doesn't. It makes me think too much.

That's the worst part...you don't know they aren't real unless someone tells you and even then they seem real....meds were the only answer for me.....

List of things i believe are true:

Im being followed by certain people and certain groups of people that want me dead.

The government is recruiting me through tv and newspapers to work for the cia.

God is sending me messages through the newspaper and tv and music.

Im obsessed with catholicism


Mostly that stuff. Then some other, more minor beliefs

Brian Cranston played a slap stick non funny dad in Malcolm in the Middle. God I thought that show was terrible He lucked out that he got to really stretch out and play a criminal mastermind in Breaking Bad.

I try to give out as much hugs as possible but then I get side tracked and skip a bunch without knowing it. Then I sometimes forget the hug button existed here and I don't do anything.

Have you already reduced your meds or is this with meds?

Yeah I don't really get hallucinations either. Occasional ones like calling my name or something. One time it was cats meowing.

Just mostly delusions so sometimes I can't tell them.

I try to respond to the posts about psychosis as best I can. Sometimes saying I'm sorry doesn't seem like enough.

This is with meds. At 10mg of Zyprexa.

Hmmm are you under higher stress or anything?

Aw.... I liked that show growing up

Nothing shakes those beliefs? When I was psychotic and delusional I believed a couple of those things but it went away with meds.