Roll Call 98

I don't like going out of town if I don't have to. It's always anxiety inducing for me, especially when I have to do long bus rides to get places. The only exceptions were when I was in a relationship with someone in another city for a short time, when I needed to go to Helsinki to renew my residence permit (that was vital), and when I go to the states this winter to see my family. Otherwise....I stay home except for when I absolutely have to go out. I can't even get myself to volunteer cause I get too anxious.

Hello from Annie

Hello from Annie

Did you stop talking to this new guy?

Here's Kitten yawning lol

That cat is cute

But it looks like she's going to jump out of the screen and eat me
Maybe it's just the angle?

Hello from Annie

No. But ive been kinda ignoring him. I feel really bad doing that but i just dont find him that attractive. Im trying my hardest to and its really hard. Never been with a tall guy with a beard. Plus his hair is in a mohawk. I dont find that attractive. He dresses in the same type of outfit everyday. Long Shorts and a long tee.

Believe me in trying to overlook all that because hes so sweet. But hes not funny at all and not charming. He doesnt have any talents.

Hes basically not my ex

Maybe you guys can just be friends?

Was feeling anxious and out of it...went out for a 45 min drive and boy did it do wonders for my mood. I love I have the ability to go and drive again. It's one of my best coping mechanisms.

Question...do any of you hear background voice chatter? Like quiet...ever so slight, and sometimes you don't really notice unless you're tuning in for it and paying attention. It's like I've gotten used to background noise to the point I often ignore it.

Was feeling anxious and out of it...went out for a 45 min drive and boy did it do wonders for my mood. I love I have the ability to go and drive again. It's one of my best coping mechanisms.

Question...do any of you hear background voice chatter? Like quiet...ever so slight, and sometimes you don't really notice unless you're tuning in for it and paying attention. It's like I've gotten used to background noise to the point I often ignore it.

Thanks Angelique, you're probably right. It does get harder to leave once you stay in for so long. I stayed in my house for 6 months several years ago (another story, thought the government was out to get me..) And it was hard to start leaving after that. I am going to go to my program tomorrow then to the library.

Im scared to tell him. Idk how to say it...

I'm terrible at typing on the small phone and I think it learns from you personally so gets your common words which is nice....I do have Siri off though since she's a total spy.....

I love driving around and exploring. Smoking cigs and singing to music

Also I get the background chatter /noises. Sometimes I use a fan but it can kinda incorporate into the halluc

If you use Android there is a cool keyboard app called Fleksy.. This is mine. I customized it. But it utilizes swiping to correct errors and add spaces/punctuation

Hello from Annie

Iphone for the win