Roll Call 98

What did ya do with them? Do you know in Saskatchewan they call them bunnyhugs?

I decided to work. They have me calling Home Depots lol. Okay easy enough.
I never made it to walmart yesterday so I have to go today. Other than that I have nothing going on until the kids get home.
What are you up to?

I decided to work. They have me calling Home Depots lol. Okay easy enough.
I never made it to walmart yesterday so I have to go today. Other than that I have nothing going on until the kids get home.
What are you up to?

I just slammed the back of my foot into a metal bar playing with my cat

Ouch I say instant bruising!

Group is today for me but my head hurts and i threw up a bit this morning. So i may not go.

I ate chilli for breaky at 7:19am it's now 8:15am wtf this day is going slow!

I have an appointment with my psych nurse at 11am then @ 1:10pm my mental health care worker is picking me up for 1:30pm with my gp

My doctor put me on latuda! He's not really comfortable putting me on multiple medications because he's not a psychiatrist (gotta wait for that still) so we're trying this now! He totally saw I was pumped today. Not as much as I was before but still pumped lol.

I told him about my drinking and obvs told me not to do that anymore I need to deal with emotions without using substances lol. I got a lecture today between my awful giddy behaviour but he put notes on my file that I'm not an immediate harm to myself and not partaking in super high risk behaviours so that's awesome! He says I sound like I'm bipolar II not bipolar I because I quote I'm 'not sleeping with half the population' hahahaha love it.

I'm bipolar I and I didn't sleep with even one person or do anything high risk---the psychosis is indicator enough for full blown mania.

I think im a book hoarder

I'm bipolar I and I didn't sleep with even one person or do anything high risk---the psychosis is indicator enough for full blown mania.

Oh man, you should see all my books. I got two book shelves full and two long shelves along my wall packed with books as well. And I keep buying more hahahaha.

Well idk the point really being I'm not seeming to be like full blown mania just hypomania. Psychosis is present with me during hypomania and depression so... but like he said he's not a psychiatrist so he doesn't want to make that final diagnosis leave it to the psychiatrist.

I don't think I have slept a wink or if I did then it was just a night terror! crazy how that is its 6:19am in the morning here! And I was angry when I went to bed and I am angry still flucken angry @ physio yesterday made me in so much pain I even took ibuprofen before bed/night meds. I just feel gross they said my knee pain was due to putting too much weight on my good leg versus my injured side they apparently have cleared me to go back to work I talk to my doctor today let's see what he has to say medically it's up to him I thought! And they said I need to strengthen my core muscles or something like that because my scoliosis will continue to hurt me. Well poop I think it's more then that but their just chalking it up to that which pisses me off I hate when professionals do that! I tried to correct my kinesiologist that I had an s curve and she was like rounded shoulders I was like that's not the correct terminology at all she looked at me and was like "Laura it's time to be serious here! I went to school for all of this I should know know." So I was like "well Kirsten so I believe you when u spent hundred thousands of dollars on an education but it doesn't mean you need to talk down to me or even tell me what I am saying is wrong or for this instance I will let you instruct but remember the person who lives it knows their body best!"

They test my range of motion on my ankle I mean because that's what I originally injured you know what my physiotherapist was like okay "push push you can do better then that and my foot started to shake!" Reaching for the moon doesn't make the stars fall outta the sky faster!

Anyways I need to talk to my psych nurse today 4 1/2 hours I set my alarm clock to get ready and in another 24mins I would be at my appointment waiting like 5-7mins until my psych nurse got her act together

I just realized i dont have any hoodies for fall or winter