Roll Call 98

Click on this link for a PC building simulator. It's actually pretty cool.
https://www.windowscentral.com/pc-bu...lifting-finger
Also, building a computer is way cooler than legos because speed is involved, and you have to take into account how upgradable you want your computer to be in the figure, then there is aesthetics. It's an expensive hobby, one that you would want to plan for a few months, wait for the newest and best motherboard, that's the last thing you want to switch out!

I drew this today in group. I didnt realize how much my subconscious played a role in what i drew. Its how i feel i guess. With paranoia and depression. I have a cat. Used to have a fish.

I sit all day long with that look on my face. With my cat.

I saw my psych nurse and my gp today

my psych nurse made me wait 30mins she apparently had an emergency to deal with it didn't make my anxiety any better I wasn't impressed sitting in uncomfortable chairs in waiting room like I was at an airport and I tried before i left to keep my anxiety under control even my asthma was giving me grief anyways I started to have a full blown anxiety attack! I told her this and she tried to say she was sorry and such but it was like it didn't matter to me it just made me feel worse! She was like you gotta understand this or that it's like for pete's sake she should of come to got me earlier it would all been diverted if only I was seen to earlier! She tells me she is always here for me or that she isn't going anywhere but when your 30mins late it just makes it harder to cope and seriously derails my whole feeling and trust in another person don't just say it is what I mean but really mean it I don't need cop outs I get enough of that from other so called professionals!

My doctor wasn't satisfied in wanting them push or force me back to work and how that I agreed that knee pain wasn't just chalk up of my scoliosis like I hadn't had this knee pain before the ankle injury so he is going to get me accessed by rehabilitation and sports medicine doctor!

Then the pharmacy screwed up and didn't give me enough acid reflux pills I didn't realize until they were closed unfortunately!

Did your family pick her? How was she picked? There should be places you can report her. She had to be accountable to someone. ☹️🤔🤔☹️👎👎🙏🙏

I think my mood issues only stated in the last few months. I don't feel that I was depressed for the first few months of my delusions. I've also had times before in the last couple years of psychotic thinking just out of nowhere.

is anyone awake?

i met someone on okcupid but they only want sex from me and I already agreed to meet them



but i am nervous
we are going to meet tomorrow and i just don't know what tod do

Be careful kori. I always get nervous when I hear people are meeting others from the internet. Remember that you have the right to say no. good luck!

Then you are probably schizoaffective. If you are having delusions without mood symptoms.

Good morning. Hope everyone is having a good day.
I really didn't want to get up this morning. I was sleeping so good. I love ambien.
Nothing much going on today. I'm working until 12 then I'm going to clean a bit and hang out. I have to get dressed though because my son has cross country practice this afternoon and I have to pick him up. Did I tell you that he made varsity? There are no other freshman varsity runners . I'm so proud of him.
Well I hope you all have a good day.

Morning/Afternoon,

Got to sleep in a little this morning. I don't have anything major planned just a quiet day today... I need to do some cleaning/tidying this weekend though. Going to be getting new sofas next week so living room need sorted!

Anyway, hope everyone has a good day!

Only do what you feel comfortable doing ... if you are unsure about meeting there is no pressure to do so even if you said you would...

Ugh. I'm trying to take a nap and the damn dogs won't shut the **** up. I hate barking but with 3 dogs I guess it's inevitable. My big dog is a constant barker it drives me crazy.

My dog is like that. Hes a terrier and his bark is high pitched and it drives me insane. Reminds me why i like cats.

Morning

Im up early. But might take a nap.
I had a dream i bought a golden retriever and it turned into a chocolate lab. Then i had a dream me and my friends were walking through the mall naked on our way to a modeling shoot.

I also had a dream all my teeth fell out because of my piercings

Yeah cats are good. My two only meow when they are getting fed.
I have a beagle too so the howling!

It just makes me so nervous. On one hand having a diagnosis yay know what the problem is but at the same time the label the stigma and definitiveness.

Just something about bipolar I'm becoming okay with, but schizoaffective... I don't know I'm in denial about it, I guess.

Awesome DT...thanks so much

Agreeing with Valley to be careful. It sounds like there are warning signs here. You do have the right to say no, and keep yourself safe.

See that sounds more like schizoaffective......

Good afternoon/morning everyone. How are things going?

I'm...paranoid. Very paranoid. I cannot kick these feelings I've had since last night; in fact they have gotten worse. Something bad is going to happen, and I don't know what it is. I hate this feeling.

I kinda have a bit more energy than yesterday after taking the 5mg haldol. Kinda tired too but just barely.

We can't actually diagnose you here only guess...besides a lot of pdocs will break you in with another diagnosis. Don't be surprised if you get three or more diagnoses before you're done, different pdoc disagree often.