Roll Call 98

Can you take any anti-inflammatory med for it?

My brother did this to my dad a number of years back and we're pretty sure the same thing happened to him. I hope it heals up soon and you feel better.

I took 2 gabapentin just now. I hate to say this but im really praying it wakes me up with some hypomania. I have to get stuff done today. This is my last resort/hope.

I was feeling anxiety today anyway. Probably because the haldol dose is cut in half.

Yeah it helps a bit.

Thank you. It's pretty miserable. Sorry your dad went through it.

What are you going to do for your scheduled dose? I took 2 the other day hoping for some hypo but I have months worth stockpiled because I was only taking 2 a day for a couple years.

I plan to take 1 at night tonight. Ive been taking 2 or all 3 at night past week. 3 makes me too groggy. 2 is alright but it can kinda make me groggy still. So im gonna see how 1 goes tonight.

I was super tired this morning and i was gonna post earlier that i didnt know if it was the haldol or gabapentin or both. So ill see what 1 does tonight.

The voices earlier were telling me I was worthless, and saying hello that they were after me...I swung out at them. But fortunately they subsided for now.

Now I'm just drinking Irish cream, gonna get a little buzzed.

I love Irish cream

It's my go to drink when I want to drink. Especially mudslides are AMAZING. Too bad I don't have vodka and Kahlua for that...

I dont drink anymore, since im an alcoholic.

How are you doing with your sobriety?

I'm lactose intolerant so I can't drink it. And by all accounts I just shouldn't drink in general.

Ive been sober 4 months, 1 week, and 3 days.

Had to check my sobriety clock.

How are you doing?
I don't really drink. An occasional glass of wine or a froo froo drink.

Ouch! I hope it heals well soon!

Well, I didn't sleep very late - only one day this week that I did and I don't remember when. So I also accomplished getting locks and keys on two drawers, and finally connecting to wifi and finally being able to update my phone. There were two or three updates since last March.

So I'm glad of that. And I went to the gym after the smoke break and did legs and upper body on the machine.

Since the start of September I've been getting ravenously hungry. They must have changed my meds in some way. I'm not as tired in the morning also.

I have to find out whether my $60/month expires if I don't spend it, or if I can't accumulate money from future months. I'm.afraid to ask that conservator because I only have to see her name and I feel violated and abused.

Glad you got some things accomplished and finally got on the wifi.
I don't see why the money wouldn't roll over. It's like an allowance and should carry over. I'd be pissed if I lost out because I didn't know.

I know, it should be like that but that doesn't stop this lawyer from not allowing it. She lied to me at least once, she's not trustworthy. She'll probably say the money vaporizes if it's not spent. I'm going to.ask for my $60 here, and now that I have two locked drawers, I can stash the cash in them for things like new glasses or contacts. Contacts are a luxury even though they work better for me for vision. Because you have to buy expensive solutions for them.

Here you can buy mudslides premixed their just as yummy as buying China white shots...

So tired of being at work

Yeah it's probably a good idea to get your money. I can't believe you got stuck with such a *****. I'm so sorry.
I hadn't even thought about buying the solutions. Both of my kids wear glasses (my daughter full time and my son for distance.) and I told them we would look into contacts next year.

She's trying to interfere with my friend and me. She's trying to stop him from paying anymore rent. I guess I really will be indigent soon. She's not going to let me go back to my apartment. I don't want my friend to waste money on it either but the way she's acting, she thinks he's too good for me and deserves to be set free.

This is a very rotten day because of her. She emails my friend about his money. I can't get over that. It's not enough that she has all this power over me? She has to get in my friend's business too? Unbelievable.