Roll Call 100: Centennial Edition

I wish we were all stable and well.

Just back from the pub with my dad and brother-in-law... in some ways I'd have rather not drunk tonight with my recent sobriety but I don't want to deny social occasions.

Just looking forward to a late dinner now. We're having tuna steaks.

I wish I had my brain back.....

Going to a cubs game this weekend...anyone else have fun plans?

I wish things were back to how they used to be.

I was having this a LOT this evening. Like, it was sometimes voices, but sometimes exactly like you described. It was very unnerving.

I wish I had my cognition back...right with SP on this one.

Good evening/afternoon everyone. How is everyone doing?

I got a number of good laughs reading the last 15 pages since I went to bed. You guys are awesome.

I'm okay today. I've been eyeing the iPhone SE since the keynote and reading about iPhones post 6. I wanted to get my partner something, and I'll give her back the other phone I have for her to replace her broken one back in the States. I will buy her a new phone when she moves to Finland. She's done so much for me over the years, and it's the first time in a couple years I can do something for her. I love her and my wife so, so much.

So I ended up buying the iPhone SE, and I gotta say...I like Android, but the iPhone 5 had a soft spot for me in my favorite smartphones. It's like the 5 on steroids with the A9 and improved camera. I'm willing to bet Newtus will love this. >

I got email from the worker from unemployment services. It will be a meeting with both him and the social worker on the 19th. It's great, because I will be able to begin working again soon. Finally life is beginning to look good.

As mentioned in previous message, I've been hearing voices...and static + whisper voices. It's been really unnerving. I've been distracting myself, and went for a drive with my wife.

Now I'm having a couple drinks of Bailey's, gonna get mildly drunk.

I have a sudden craving for anchovies. Too bad I can't buy a pizza.

About to go to therapy, scared I'll go to the hospital.

Im so happy to hear this (not the weird voice thing. That can just **** off) but the rest.

Falcon

It depends on a lot of things like if you have a plan and intent....

Sorry you're feeling that bad

What happened, falcon?

And if so you probably need to be hospitalized.

This is probably not good...I'm able to have meaningful conversation with my wife...drunk. What does that say about me normally?

Can't see the pic, newtus.

Now I can!

**** it, I'm drinking hahahaha.

I had to ask him to leave because im about to have an episode feels like

I feel it in my gut

I need my gabapentin...

I dont feel well...

He was here and i just start talking all weird apparently the way i was wording stuff

Idk whats going on

I think im too stressed

I think hes trying to kill me

I dont believe who he says he is

I feel weird. Idk whats going on with me. Someone help.

I feel physically fine. I just have this feeling in my head like my brain is foggy. Like either im about to be in an episode. Or idk...like a panic attack

I have no idea