Roll Call 100: Centennial Edition

Good news. I'm a Poobah! The probiotics must be really working. HAHAHAHAHAA

LOL kori. #MixedPeopleProblems.

Im mixed black and hispanic

I think you are pretty tho, kori!

Geez, why is everyone angry cuz i said winter?

Hello lovelies... Another day slept away... hope everything is good on everyone else's part. I am back to my unpredictable sleeping schedule. honk honk

Welcome to the poobah club! I am a grand poobah

What's everyone up to? It's been quiet all day.
I'm just listening to tv and playing on my phone. My daughter already went to bed and my son is in his room. So I have nothing to do the rest of the ynight. I'm tired. I'm tired I wish I didn't feel guilty about going to bed without my husband.

Doctor actually put me on double the dose. I take one pill in the morning one at night. I took my night pill a couple hours ago.

So idk! I'm all over the place hahahahahaha.

I was just joking. I hate winter. I hate snow. I hate cold. Basically if it's below 50 I'm miserable. Even 50 is pushing it.

I live in Michigan and my commute is going to suck cat balls this winter in my little Mitsubishi Eclipse. I need new tires. Perhaps insurance too hahahaha. But another reason I hate winter is because there are no exteriors for me to work on and people are tight with their money because of the holidays. I worked a total of 3 days in December. That was the worst Christmas I have ever had. I burned right through my savings.

I'm mixed potatoes and potatoes. Famine and famine.

#oldcountrywhitepeoplejokes

Oh yea, ive been losing some more weight too. Havent even been trying.

So maybe you all can understand how stress has been affecting me lately.

I also think my hair is falling out a bit cuz stress too. Im finding stray hairs all over my shoulders.

I don't think Latuda is an immediate fix. I think it's got to build up. Don't quote me on that but I don't remember it kicking in right away.

Thats the good thing about haldol. You can feel it on your very first pill, very first day.

Sorry you have been so stressed.
Congrats on the weight loss. I put on 3 lbs.

Can anyone feel an episode coming on?

I know that over the last week or so when I would feel a bit manic before I took my meds I would feel calmer a couple hours later.

Maybe it just hasn't kicked in yet.

Or IM TOO POWERFUL.

Not until it's too late. I get a weird feeling like my body feels like sand and my breathing gets strange because I know what's coming.

Im just wondering because past week ive been getting a bad feeling in my gut. My stomach. And its usually starting out as anxiety but i getting that feeling when my meds wear off.

Sigh. Maybe its just the stress lately.

aw, thanks newtus

when are you going to do a new youtube video?
i kind of went on a binge of your videos recently, i've found them so helpful!

I had someone look at one of my pictures and thought I was Hispanic. Nope... just a white girl. My mom got a DNA test and it shown her European and less that 1 present middle eastern/Asian.

Im not sure to be honest.

When i made the very last one i had just dropped out of uni and fell into a deep 3 month depression and drinking thing. Then after that everything went downhill with my ex. All the way til now.

So idk. This year has been horrible.
This hasnt been my year.

Now wouldve been a good time to do videos and blog posts cuz im not well at all.

I have thought about doing the DNA testing but I'm paranoid of having my DNA on file somewhere. It would be interesting to know though.

Yeah, it is interesting. I wonder what I got from my dad's side of the family. I know what I got from my moms. I want to do one myself but it's like $100 dollars depending on which one you do.