Roll Call 101

I'm the opposite, I spend most of my time in the dark and away from people, even my wife. I like being alone in the dark. It's weird.

Though that's contradictory to hating nighttime. It's weird.

I took a second 5mg haldol

I wonder if this relationship may be making me nervous a bit

My past two episodes have been about this guy...

Got a large thing of delight caramel creamer for my coffee in the morning. Tried it on tea and it tastes great.

I'm going to take the PRN 10mg Zyprexa that I was going to take last night because I still really can't handle my existence.

Maybe I'll sleep better..

Night all.. Don't let the shadow people bite..

The iPhone 8 back glass is more expensive to fix than the screen That's not good for iphone8 owners! Glass looks so ugly when you crack it. And if it's wireless charging then there are limitations on case usage if you want that functionality. Uh oh.

It's a google night for me.

I google all kinds of things before bed.

Sex, mental illness, spiders...

There's something sexy about spiders with mental illness...

That looks more like a spider/beetle hybrid

its from harry potter. You don't know the Western Canon! lol jk <3

I guess i dont.

My bad

Awww I was joking Newt! ((hugs)) Taking me seriously can be dangerous.. Sorry I can be a loose cannon sometimes.

Im just not feeling well tonight

Im trying to sleep but i cant

I love it
Although I thought the snake turning into a clown Jack in the box was much freakier

Anybody up? I can't sleep again

Morning all!

Instant recognition for me...

I missed out on all the sexy chat last night...

I've not had sex in such a long time it's not funny. I don't know... a mixture of not caring and not trying.

I still ehm, take care of myself and am horny in that respect but I just do nothing about getting a g/f.

I don't know, I always put myself down and hair loss has really knocked my confidence along with years of isolation and anxiety. I guess in some ways I consider myself not good enough for a relationship.

Hugs.....you are a great guy and would do well in a relationship

Ended up taking a klonopin and going to RCIA Wednesday night. It went really well. Going to church tomorrow

Going to use Uber to go to a bookstore later today since I don't drive.

My therapist has been trying to get me to do this for a while now, I'm kinda scared.

What's everyone doing?

Good morning.. I took the 10mg Zyprexa last night and it made my bad sleep even worse. All I do when I sleep is turn from side to side literally every 10 minutes, dream, and then do it again.

I'm about to get a drink and go to the library and read some of Le Morte De Arthur... maybe. Or I'll stare at my 1/4 finished book outline for 8 hours and gain no progress. Maybe ill take a break and watch an episode of Battlestar Galactica.