Roll Call 101

goodnight Ody
I am watching chopped with my mom

i am nervous to go to sleep tonight..
i dont want the voices to come for me

If I were to chose my death, it would be electrocution.

Good night all!

Anyone up?

Yeah, I am. Reading.

How are you?

Im ok. How are you?

Ive been waking up around this time a lot lately. Idk why

I'm actually great. Picked up reading again, haven't heard a voice in a week, feeling much less fatigued. I'm waiting for the inevitable fall, but hopefully it doesn't come.

My mom wakes up at about 4am every day, makes some coffee, then sleeps until 6 which is when everyone else wakes up. It's weird how the body does stuff like that.

Sure is.

If i drank coffee now (its 3:30am) i would be wired! I try to wait til at least around 7am!

Ha, my mom drinks coffee pretty much all day every day. I think she's somewhat caffeine resistant.

I can't have a coffee or energy drink without getting wired, at least not at this time of night.

Same.

Dang im so awake. I mean im kinda tired. Not really in the mood for reading tho. My dad just got mad at me because i woke him up just now. Its 4am here. Ugh i always do that.

Well...im not in the mood for reading philosophy. But maybe i should read the Beautiful Mind biography.

Yeah it's 4am here too.

I never could get into reading philosophy, just wasn't for me. I'll stick to my fiction books.

Morning...

I didn't go to college today. I woke up tired and depressed and just wanted sleep. So I slept. I can't keep doing this... I've missed 2 days this week now.

Morning!

Do you have any plans for today?

Years ago I asked DocJohn about PTSD and psychosis. He said it's not typical. But here I am

I might have to goto the clinic today and get the pain on the side of my torso checked out. Maybe some grocery shopping too. Then nothing else.

You?

No real plans. Drinking and watching TV after finishing browsing PC probably.

I hope you get to the bottom of that pain. I'm sure it's nothing serious.

Morning everyone. I have to get gas in my car on the way to work. I wish there were better breakfast options in gas stations. It's always junk food. well, Anyway, I'm off to paint some exterior house somewhere. I'd like to miss work but I just missed a few days and I better take the jobs now while I have them. Winter is scary at this new place I work. I went December only able to find work for 3 days!!!

What no full breakfast... that's not junk food!

*edit* - wait I forgot you are a vegetarian. Still Eggs, hash browns and beans? Do you eat eggs?

Good morning. Hope you are all having a good day.
I am struggling with anxiety today. I'm not sure why. I'm worried about my kids for some reason.
I have to work today. Hopefully easy stuff. I'm feeling out of it.
Well i hope you all enjoy your day.

I thought you were going to try to cut down on drinking?

I am trying

I eat eggs and dairy still. My rule of thumb is nothing that ever had a face.

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