Roll Call 103

I don't trust my psychiatrist anymore and it's not a paranoia. He might be just selling meds since he doesn't make my illness better. Switching to another psychiatrist is not really an answer either. I've met another psychiatrists and they were all dumb.

I'm sorry you are struggling.

I switched pdocs because the last one was pitting me against my abusive mother what I say in confidence to her she would tell my mother worst pdoc ever...now I have a giant pedestal sitting pdoc who thinks I use hospital services because I "like to" and me loosing weight is like apparently a good thing...oh my

Everyone in the field either seems completely dumb or completely ignorant!

Ugh I could go with none of them personally but psychosis, PTSD and anxiety is the best this new pdoc can come up with and everyone thinks I am not bothered by any of it!

a good pdoc is hard to find

i had a really ****** one when i was 17, she basically heard that i heard voices and immediately diagnosed me with schizophrenia without even talking to me or getting to know me
then she kept telling me that my life would never be "normal" and that i would have to take meds my whole life
and at the time, the voices were not even that bad!

i finally found an okay pdoc at the university's clinic, the clinic does rotation so from there i got a new pdoc and she was amazing and it snowballed from there because she said she would make sure that whoever was my next pdoc that they would be nice and kind like her, and then the next pdoc did the same thing, then the next pdoc did the same thing, so i've had a successful string of pdocs because of that

i would suggest to keep looking for a pdoc, there are definitely some good ones out there

I’m sorry 12AM. I don’t have much to say but I can offer you my support.

Hugs 12AM....

Thank you everyone..

I'm watching "Mom". I had never seen it before yesterday. I think I like it.

Hi, shattered sanity! Welcome to roll call!

I was helping this woman put groceries into her car at work and she gave me 20 dollars for it.

Instead of ciggies I will review my Netflix subscription and I bought myself candy..

Hello atypical. I have been thinking of you lately and wondering how you're doing. It's good to see you!

Don't be afraid of vaping. If you need to, try to use the first set up you had. Less vapor might help if this is anxiety.

Yes!!!!!!!!!

I was weird this morning. Then I took my meds and I feel fine now. Hahahahaha weird.

That's the prescription strength.

Yea he told me. But 3 times a day!??

So, I just finished watching Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them. 24 hours later yes, I went to bed early last night...

I really enjoyed it. Quite distinct from the Harry Potter movies but it had its own charm.

Some parts reminiscent to when Hagrid had magical creatures etc.

Almost wish I’d saved watching it until my birthday in a week but maybe I’ll have a Harry Potter marathon instead...

It was successful with the bf and i!!!!! But only for him...

I know, but if it helps, it helps.

Uggghhhhh I don't want to be at work. I'm so tired I want to sleep all weekend.

Yay bf! Hopefully it happens for you next time.

My son is on 3 every 6 hours. Of course he sleeps through a dose.

Im happy for him. But its like...it happened so fast because he said its been 4-5 days since he pleased himself. So...yea barely got started and it was over. Oh well. Kinda disappointed. But i told him that. But i know this is the beginning too for many more to come.

3 doses of 800mg, every six hours???

No not 800. It's 600.