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Deez nuts 2020

Why not?

Do i look thin? Ive been feeling kinda thin lately even tho i havent lost a pound. The scale still says 167 pounds. My dad says i look like i got bigger too. Man its been since may and i havent lost but 12 pounds. None at all since august.

Getting more paranoid lately. Plus i feel more complacent in that i dont have to leave since the bf has a car and my dad can drive me places too. So thats 4 days out of the week i dont need to drive. Leaving me only needing to drive monday and Tuesday. So the other day i just stay home.

yeah...and I guess if I'm findingreason, I need to keep reasoning in this, lol.

I can understand that, I'm not much for driving myself anymore....

I cannot find my Halloween fairy coloring book.....

Maybe i dont look thin? Idk

Had the hiccups at work for half an hour until I drank water upside down xd

I just ate the nastiest yogurt

I think I'm dehydrated again. And I guess I should eat food.

Maybe have soup? Food and liquid! I hope you feel better soon.

We had some beef stroganoff. Usually I don't like stronganoff but my stepdad did something to make me like it.

Ooh I love stroganoff, haven't had it in years though......

my stepdad made plenty... come on by. Our house is messy but food is good :P

I'm so happy right now. After a lot of banging my head against the wall and desk over the past couple weeks, the budget and calendar schedule are starting to look more and more solid. It's harder to coordinate these things than it used to be, but it looks like I can still do it.

Whats everyone up to

I remember when I was little and would pester my mother until she gave me money to rent a Nintendo game or a movie. When I was a kid, and she would come to the video store with me, I would slip in adult movies for my own enjoyment! HAHAHAHAHA! She always caught them.

Filling out employment documents. Fun fun.

I just had the strangest sense/feeling that I'm going to die in this nursing home. It's horrible. The worst part of the day is after the last vape break when I'm alone for several hours before sleeping. TV can't be loud enough to hear, and there's no comfortable position to watch it in. If they'd mounted the TV on the wall next to the windows it would be perfect. But unfortunately they didn't.

They forgot one of the night time pills (they left my meds for me on the table). And again, no Advair. That's three doses in a row they've missed!

This is how i feel when im home alone for 10 hours a day

You really need to report them. You arent even getting your proper meds

Yes, I used to wonder what would become of me when I was holed up in my apartment. All my delusions and worst hallucinations happened when I was alone for significant periods of time. That's the only thing. For the most part I am happy alone. But apparently I just can't do that anymore.

While I'm locked in here I'm not going to report them. If I ever get out of here I might.