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Her memory might not be the best.......

I know how she feels I guess but it couldn't be helped. That's a good idea, to call an aide about it to talk to her.

I'm in a terrible situation. I don't have any friends here at all.

That’s gorgeous!

When this little conversation happened, I was on my way to the dining room for more coffee. She was blocking me with her wheelchair in the hallway. When she finally let me go by, I went to the dining room but I felt much too bad to go in there. So I passed her again and again she was saying don't use her bathroom. I hate it here. I want to get out of here today.

Im so tired. I took another nap

Don't let her push you around stand your ground or tell her point blank "you don't scare me or own me get that right!" I would ask one of the aides to tell her in front of you can use that washroom as often as you like or something it's not her right to tell you what to do!

Thanks, greenie. Thanks a lot for your support.

@angelique

Your welcome!

Have you guys had an Mr. Maple cookie before?

No, I've never had a Mr. Maple cookie, but it sounds wonderful.

I wish it would rain here

Sounds like a line from a Temptations song...

Good morning. Hope everyone is having a good day.
It's raining here too. It's so dark. Depressing weather...greeeat.

Btw Angelique I agree with greenie stand your ground. Don't let these assholes push you around. Tell your roommate to call for clean up when she's done in the bathroom. Let it embarrass her who cares.

I stink and im dirty. I need to shower. Its been a week.

Sounds like a Garbage song to me! I can't think of the Temptations one.

Man....i really really really was looking forward to today. Alll week long. I just got in the shower and saw that i was on my period.

Hes gonna be expecting it today but nope...cant.

Aw man. What a bummer.

I know. I should probably just be happy im getting my period at all I guess.

**sigh** This is hard. I've been talking to my siblings trying to work out details for the trip next month. This isn't even counting half the other people I know. I'm struggling soooo hard to maintain coherent thought and organized thinking for making trip plans. I used to do this stuff easily. I don't understand why it has to be so hard now.

I'm having a pajama day I think...I will need to get dressed at some point I suppose, need to do laundry.....

How much of these struggles with coherent thinking and problems organizing things mentally is possibly related to illness?

It does sound like cognitive effects but sometimes meds can effect that too.

Had a long day with nieces and nephew today. Got a bit of a rest going to see the Lego Ninjago movie. I find it so exhausting being around them. Still nice to see them...

Looking forward to dinner now. I’m starving!

Thank you, valley. The problem is I'm not aware of when she goes, and she never calls for help. She doesn't care if she has a BM in her pants. No one calls for clean up except me. Yesterday she crapped her pants, or crapped on the seat and it smeared everywhere. Her pants were wet and she smelled like shyt. She went like that to the smoke break and then it smears on to the chairs there. I just hate it here.

Holy shyt bro lol