Roll Call 105

The boyfriend is coming over today. Not sure what we are gonna do. Hopefully something fun. You?

I don't really have any major plans. Probably watching some anime and then reading later on. Might fit in some gaming too.

I woke up exactly an hour ago and I had the weirdest dream ever about my internet so I changed some things and it's no longer allowed to do this or that. Which is okay because I don't do any of that.

I am so not tired like sleepy but tired of the drama in my life and bs from my friends I don't give away money as such they just owe me for this or that.

They reduced my Prozac by half, and didn't give me Motrin or a few other meds. Hope everyone is feeling ok.

Feelin good feelin great

I have that rock in the pit of my stomach again. I thought being busy would alleviate the anxiety.
Thank god it's the weekend. I need some time with my family.

Im scared people might be using me for my money

Good afternoon/morning everyone. How are things going today?

I'm not bad. Was slow to get out of bed, but I eventually motivated myself to do it. Now working on checklists for the trip, preparation and packing lists. Going to the store later this evening.

That's always a concern. Which is why you shouldn't loan people money.

Went to the dr this morning. Waiting to get my blood drawn now.
I was wondering why this lady is staring at me, then i remembered i have a funny hat on!
Will go to work after this.

So my boss Saadi he would call at 10. It's 10:17 and I haven't heard from him. So annoying.

There are sooo many people here! I think I'll be waiting forever! Plus its freezing in here. I wish i could take the whole day off and just go home when i leave.

I never ever loan people money. I used to. And i never got it back. Cant tell you how much i asked my ex to pay me back money. Now, i only GIVE money. I know i wont get it back. I dont give as much anymore tho.

But i fear who knows i have money. For some reason a lot of people know but ive only opened up to my pss and boyfriend. I dont put that stuff on social media or anything like that. But i wonder if people know because they see the stuff my family has.

Probably. You don't need to tell people what you have, they see it.

If they've been to your house the fridge would be a good indicator, I don't know anyone else with a fridge like that....

Only my ex and current bf have seen the fridge. Aside from my mom and sister. I dont tell people what i have. But like i was telling my pss that my dad gave me money to leave the house. And we also talk about stuff like how my mom buys my love with money and gifts etc. Even yesterday we talked about how my mom might try to swindle me out my dads wealth after he passes. I dont understand what the issue is talking about that stuff to HER, considering it deals with my future and mental health a bit, because she not only helps me with my mental health but pss workers at my clinic fill in the gaps of someones life where therapists and doctors wont.

Yea i was taught not to tell people what i have because i was told people will try and hurt or even kill you for it.

Ayyyeeee bishes

I have four days off

My 6 hour exam is tomorrow morning!!!!!!

Good luck!

I feel like cleaning!!!!

you used the trigger warning wrong on your centipede

Looking good as always!

Good luck with your exam!!

What did that poor centipede ever do to you?

I don't kill anything these days, just capture them and put them outside. Even wasps.

Ugh crap. Let me try again