Roll Call 111

I had a wine before my last few trips down the mountain. It took my anxiety away so I was able to ski much better.

I hope I can eat Christmas dinner tonight. Might have to wait until the Concerta wears off.

Invega makes my pants tight and Concerta makes them fall down..

I still cant eat due to the bugs

I tried and gagged

I think I'm borderline sex addict. Sex felt great with my current boyfriend... I want more of him.

Thats how i feel with mine

I got 200 dollars from my dad and a bunch of candy, for Christmas. He also bought me the fishtank and vape juice and a tank.

So lets see. For Christmas I got 500 dollars, vape juice, smok tank, fishtank, candy, Abercrombie & fitch shirt and perfume, bunch of money on gift cards, pants, food, shirt from hot topic, cocoa mix, a book. And i got some more stuff coming later in the week from my sister and friend.

I pretty much got my money back from the amount i spent on gifts to other people.

I called my mom just now and told her merry Christmas.

Oh my God. I want some candy so badly right now.

After i called my mom for 2 minutes, maybe less to wish her merry Christmas, she texted asking me if she could talk to me for a bit. That made me very happy. I called her back and we talked for maybe 20-30 min. It ended on a good note.

This is a great Christmas when i can get alone with my mom.

I wouldn't be able to eat either
I can't handle maggots. I squirm if I see leftover rice in the sink. I hope the caulking helps.

That made me all warm and fuzzy! Glad your Christmas is ending on a good note.

It really made me feel warm too! Thanks!

Really excited about this Abercrombie & Fitch perfume

Is everyone in bed?

nope, I'm up

Whats up?

Talking to my bestfriend's sister. She likes me for some reason. Been having stuff on my mind. World be crazy and ****ed up.

This made me laugh lol..

It's official,
We're moving hopefully by mid January.

Our new apartment won't be ready to occupy until February 1st, but we were hoping to be there before then. We'll stay in a hotel.

In all the commotion of moving and getting things together and helping my parents find a moving company, I've realized that I've been forgetting to take my meds. But the thing I've noticed is that, I don't really need them

And I swear it's not the illness talking, I seriously think that maybe I don't need meds, the voices seem so much less angry and scary when I am not angry and scared, I've taken out some serious stressors and toxic people in my life and now the voices are mostly either saying nonsense or are actually quite... pleasant? Like, not pleasant like, "Oh, yay voices" but they are not evil anymore. They are just... there.

Good morning everyone. How are things going today?

I am pretty good. Woke up at a reasonable 930am today. Second day in a row. I think I am finally getting over jet lag. And I am awake in time for the short 4 1/2 hours of sunlight we have.

Not a lot planned. Pretty much finished my selection of new case to accommodate a 280mm radiator. Fractal Design Define R6. It works for everything I want in a case. Gonna get it with the tempered glass window so I can show off RGB lighting in the future when I can afford such things. Now just to figure out how to make it work financially. Also wait for the version I want to come into stock on Jimms.fi.

Anyone up to anything today?

I'm actually looking forward to using the bike machine today. My weight though has risen.

What is everyone up to today?

Day off so I went to the gym this morning. I miss 6am workouts tbh. I feel so ready for the rest of the day now.

Going to hit up Boxing Day sales at Sport Chek and Lush. Maybe Sephora. Oh and Popeyes (workout supplement store). And... that’s it.

(For Americans who don’t know Boxing Day is basically our extra holiday day after Christmas and it’s like our own Black Friday except we don’t murder each other in the process.)

Brushed a few of my teeth cuz they are stained and then had coffee and i taste mint choco chip

I was just wondering about Boxing Day. How did it get that name?