Roll Call 113

Morning

Having a corndog and coffee

Got pretty good sleep

Mornin' everyone. Just getting my day started. Life is going ok but there are some setbacks.

How is everybody?

When I was in high school, I had to get up at 06:20. Waaaay early but I managed.

Same in high school for me. School started at 9. Middle school, 8.

Hello! My friend placed my Vapewild order and hopefully it will come soon! I ordered 4 flavors, and 60ml each of cinnamon roll and zsg. Then kiwi Berry and (s+c)2.

Looking forward to it!!!! I'm in the mood for kiwi Berry right now. Have the 3mg freebie of it but that's much too low nic. And just in the past day or so I was craving a cigarette. I don't know why, but it usually doesn't happen when I have enough nic in my juice.

I hope everyone is doing well. It's a rainy Monday morning, which for me is very soothing.

I wanted to share some semi-good news. (At least to me).

I was paying 30-40 dollars for my meds. At one point i paid 90. There was something wrong with Part D plan with medicare (their fault kinda. Kinda my fault too. But thats another story). So basically the Part D company wasnt paying for my meds at all. I changed it in november to a different company. So it started January of this year.

I picked up my medication (2 of them) yesterday, for the first time this year.

They were only 9 dollars!!! I saved over 200!

I woke up last night and felt very ill all of a sudden . I felt numb and tingly and like I was going to faint. I laid on the floor. Started sweating profusely it was dripping down my face. I felt like I was gonna barf

That's the third time this has happened in the middle of the night in the past year. Idk what it is but it's terrifying . I'm always scared that I'm dying during it

Oh and my ears were ringing very loudly

At the end of high school I was sleeping 18 hours a day and missed a lot of school. I didn't get up in the morning. when I did, I would sleep in class. The risperidone didn't help. It made me drift in and out of consciousness when I was making eye contact with the teacher.

Maybe you should see a cardiologist?

God I have to work in 2 minutes and I'm so miserable

Happy days happy days

I hope the workday passes quickly. I'm sorry you feel so bad.

Ugh. I am swamped and my computer won’t cooperate. I’m never going to finish.

8 more days until we move!!

Ok so yes i think i can make up to 850 (per 2018) in a job. My peer worker pretty much cleared up the confusion i had.

hey everyone, sorry its been a mess over here. at least im not pregnant! silver lining.
working on a new story idea. involves impending nuclear war, the PCH, an old lesbian couple and a stray dog.

That's not good! I'd definitely get that checked out.

Back from meeting my new Pdoc. I like her.

Back from my pss.

She informed me i could make a certain amount working part time on a job and keep my disability. I already knew that but i need it to be explained to me in detail.

850 extra? That's awesome

Yea but thats before taxes. So technically i could only get 600 extra.

I hate that feelimg

I have a migraine. Feel like im gonna throw up.

Took some excedrin and gonna look up some part time work. My pss also said i could sell my photography at the local city monthly flea market and get cash and stuff. I never thought about that.

Yes she cusses at me but idk what id do without her.

Finished work and my kids came home. Yay .
My check didn’t come in today. It’s late. I’m hoping it will be here tomorrow. I have some things to do with it. Nothing for me but shopping is fun no matter who it’s for.