Roll Call #115

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:09 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Morning

Having coffee

I woke up feeling sad. I keep comparing myself to the bf. He has so many friends and i dont.

Maybe you can see it as what’s achievable in your area rather than something negative?

newtus · Feb 12, 2018, 12:13 PM

Damn i cant feel my heartbeat.

It pisses me off they want to put me on another pill. Im done with pills.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:18 PM

Getting groceries delivered....between not getting my produce box Friday and then my car not starting I’m just like sigh. Will deal with the car later.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:18 PM

We’ve had 9 straight days of snow.....finally the sun is shining.

newtus · Feb 12, 2018, 12:21 PM

It pisses me off that i have no control over my fvcking body. As a woman and a person. My doctors make me take these pills for my head and my dad is making me take pills to not get pregnant.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:22 PM

It’s so fun to watch them shopping......you can see when they pick up items,have to make adjustments in price or substitutes....

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:26 PM

Oh they are out of mango.....sucks.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:29 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I feel dizzy and disoriented from the BC

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Originally Posted by newtus

Damn i cant feel my heartbeat.

It pisses me off they want to put me on another pill. Im done with pills.

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Originally Posted by newtus

It pisses me off that i have no control over my fvcking body. As a woman and a person. My doctors make me take these pills for my head and my dad is making me take pills to not get pregnant.

What type are you on? I know there are different varieties so maybe another would work out better? I’ve honestly never tried them because it can impact moods etc, but then I’ve had to get plan b twice due to broken condoms so I can understand needing a backup plan.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:37 PM

Anyone watch Olympics last night.....the Canadian skaters were just incredible but I really enjoyed the US ice dancers too.

newtus · Feb 12, 2018, 12:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

What type are you on? I know there are different varieties so maybe another would work out better? I’ve honestly never tried them because it can impact moods etc, but then I’ve had to get plan b twice due to broken condoms so I can understand needing a backup plan.

I was on a regular one but it made me almost faint. So i got put on Loestrin which is less hormones but its making me feel dizzy still. My mom says youre not supposed to smoke on it. Anyway, im not taking it anymore. For the mood stuff plus the physical side effects.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:49 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I was on a regular one but it made me almost faint. So i got put on Loestrin which is less hormones but its making me feel dizzy still. My mom says youre not supposed to smoke on it. Anyway, im not taking it anymore. For the mood stuff plus the physical side effects.

Yeah you seem to be sensitive to medication I can’t blame you for stopping it. Just remember plan b if you have any accidents.

newtus · Feb 12, 2018, 12:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yeah you seem to be sensitive to medication I can’t blame you for stopping it. Just remember plan b if you have any accidents.

I will. Im very sensitive to a lot of medications. My pediatrician when i was younger told me i would be allergic to a lot of things. Im allergic to foods and medication.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 12:52 PM

I cleaned out all my old items from the pantry and fridge today. Everything looks so empty but some of them expired like 2012-2014 I was like ew.

Feb 12, 2018, 01:06 PM

My friend/coworker gave me a jump start this morning and there's a cool battery place near where I live I was able to go to. It cost me 84bucks for the battery and installation and a one year warranty. Iwhat a great deal!

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 12, 2018, 01:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

My friend/coworker gave me a jump start this morning and there's a cool battery place near where I live I was able to go to. It cost me 84bucks for the battery and installation and a one year warranty. Iwhat a great deal!

That’s a great deal, mine runs more like $150.....

newtus · Feb 12, 2018, 02:07 PM

I just spent the last two hours trying to flush this pill out of my system. I think it mostly worked. I drank tea and water.

Loial · Feb 12, 2018, 02:10 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Having a nice birthday so far, went out to the beach with the fam. Going for a nice meal tonight with the bf. Then tomorrow I’m going out with my friends. Have had a nice few days

Happy Birthday!!!

newtus · Feb 12, 2018, 02:19 PM

Im kinda excited about the upcoming rain in the forecast. Im excited about spring in general but im not ready for my lights to go out!

ofthevalley · Feb 12, 2018, 03:09 PM

Wow work was busy once I finished training the new girl. While I was training I could have taken a nap. It’s cool she’s eventually going to take over my night duties! She’s kind of like my assistant. Pretty cool right!
Kept my daughter home from school today. She really didn’t feel well and then she got a bloody nose. Twice!
Now I’m drinking coffee, vaping, and playing on my phone. Good day.

Angelique67 · Feb 12, 2018, 03:11 PM

There's no medicine for me today. My horrible cough and everything else. And my friend went from "I want to see you" to "I want the weekend to myself." Love is gone.

newtus · Feb 12, 2018, 03:13 PM

Tried to call my peer worker back to meet with her today but she couldnt.

I spent the last two hours flushing that pill out of my system.

Angelique67 · Feb 12, 2018, 03:35 PM

So the np came by. She asked why I hadn't gone back to the dentist. When I told her I was afraid she looked at me like I was a space alien. I tried to tell her I need stuff for my illnesses but I don't think she heard me. I coughed all night and didn't sleep.

Angelique67 · Feb 12, 2018, 03:37 PM

No one loves me today. It's such a let down.

ofthevalley · Feb 12, 2018, 03:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

No one loves me today. It's such a let down.

ya got us!

junkDNA · Feb 12, 2018, 03:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

I can agree with SP on this. When I was living in the states I lived on about $13K a year before taxes. For a year and a half I lived on my own in a studio apartment. Then split rent with my partner in a 2 bedroom. Now I'm living on roughly 8,000€ a year, which while it equals around $10,000, it spends similarly here to $8,000. I also hope to get some freelance work to bring in an extra 200-300€ a month. Rent is split three ways with my wife and roommate. I'm making payments on a laptop and computer but they are needed to get through coming school years, and so I saw it as an investment. Granted, I understand that we can also allow ourselves nice things, it should be done in moderation until finances improve. One day though, I will eventually make more money. Just gonna be a tough road getting there fighting mental illness.

My last year's adjusted gross income was 11k

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