Roll Call 125

I posted a shirt from Abercrombie and fitch on poshmark for 13 dollars. Its brand spankin new. Still has the tag. Havent even tried it on ever.

Someone offered me 3 dollars for it.... they would be getting it for free since thats basically the price of shipping. I declined. Then they offered 7.

Hell NO

Hi all. I've been having trouble sleeping at night and staying awake during the day. Wish I could get this sorted out.

The games I like are mostly shoot em ups. Stuff like Halo and Call of Duty and **** like that. My favorite game when I was younger was the original Goldeneye.

I played GTA when it was still 2D

My friend is coming by later with the things I asked for. I hope they'll help. I skipped vaping yesterday except for the after lunch break. Went out this morning and changed my coil and filled with root beer but I started having bad anxiety that my lungs were swelling up and barely used it.

I haven't scratched yet today. My skin still itches though. My right middle finger swelled up after dinner last night. I wish I knew what's causing this.

I'm tired. I want to nap I guess. It's only 10:30, so I think I will. Just need a Coke first. Looking forward to vaping after lunch.

I hope my friend will be in a good mood.

Made Mississippi Mud Pie brownies last night. Today I’m going to try gluten free brownies.
Had to pull out a couple hundred dollars. I need to get my husbands Father’s Day gift. Yes it snuck up on me. Also need weed.
Thinking of going grocery shopping today instead of tomorrow. Might be easier.
My bestest is coming over Tuesday. I can’t wait. It’s been a long time.

Supposed to see Incredibles 2 this afternoon. Then some World Cup with the bf tomorrow then going to his brothers for good food then home Monday.

You got a full weekend!

Yep it worked well this weekend....

Had sausage and coffee for breakfast. Im full.

Doing well, I stayed up till 4am today but finally got some sleep.

I was feeling down yesterday a bit then I got a burst of energy later in the day and went on frantic cleaning rampage and cleaned my whole apartment and did laundry and paced around for hours from like 8pm till about 3:30 in the morning. It felt great

Tachycardia as JunkDNA said. Doctor that diagnosed me said it's ok for the heart to beat fast but not for like months or years.

It is beating slower this morning because I had a good sleep but then my mom told me to take a Concerta and I didn't want to take one. Then I went for a smoke.

But it's beating 72bpm right now. I have to go to work though in 10 minutes and I'll be stressed.

I think I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder or something that can lead to rare anxiety attacks.. Checking my pulse is like an OCD compulsion to calm the anxiety.

One Prozac in the morning might work but I don't want to feel more numb or zoned out.

Change of plans. Going grocery shopping Monday so I can enjoy my weekend.
Brownies are in the oven. I’m fighting the urge to eat one of the ones we made last night.
Not feeling great today. Threw up in front of my husband. I hate for him to see me sick. It upsets him.
He’s at the bike shop with my son. Hopefully they are home soon so I can run out.

Im sorry he had to see u sick

I made myself a breakfast sandwich earlier and almost stabbed myself with a bread knife.

Thought this was interesting.

I threw away the cocoa powder and sugar in my house

Why??????

Cause I was making these like million calorie mug brownie things obsessively and had to stop, it set off my they're very simple to make which makes them extremely tempting and I was making tons of them.... I had to get rid of the main stuff to make them or I wouldn't stop. I am not ready to have that stuff in my house yet

Yea those are good. My mom taught me how to make them.

abt to go grocery shopping

ppl are swimming in the lake across the street from my house

I wanna try it out soon. maybe at night

I just realized I forgot to take my meds last night... I haven’t noticed anything weird yet. I’ll take them later with dinner.

Not like this new bar/pizzeria I'm at to study now. After each drink they give you a new updated bill like they are tying to rush me or something. Nope, I'm here for the long haul! I'm very far in Faust now, almost half way done! And I'm reading a companions guide while I'm trudging through it!

Slow day at work. I drank a coffee and probably shouldn't have.

But I have confidence that 72bpm in the morning after a good sleep is worthy of a coffee.

stuck to my budget at the grocery store