Psychic Spies and Psychosis

Thanks for sharing! I think, left untreated, hallucinations become more and more hostile, sometimes scaring the living crap out of the rest of us. For me, it was about highly influential people who were going to kill me, I was a sweaty, anxious mess back then.

I am studying to get into med school. The entrance exam is this December. Also the month I was born in. So I guess if I get selected in med school I will be technically reborn. I value nothing more than human lives. Everything comes to you, if you're alive, so I think life is the most fascinating thing in this universe. Most people shouldn't die due to painful diseases.

Proper hydration and cellular hydration should be first before meds. Ive seen hydration therapy work.

Thanks for giving your opinion. It is invaluable. What you see working is quite actually a good thing, because it can work again on other people too.

My voices came back for a little while last night. It felt like invisible FBI agents were showing me to a new group for analysis.

My 'voices' are now permanently residing in my head I guess. I daydream that my psych doc (whose voice I strangely used to hear as a hallucination) would call my classmates and convince them to stop making fun of me, by telling them I have biological disorders and those which are "deranged" can be functional too... because my classmates know I am the only "crazy" one in their class, or the whole college I suppose. I also never ceased to daydream about a man's voice I used to hear. He doesn't exist. Yet I imagine he helps my psychiatrist in the job. He supposedly works for my ISP and tells my classmates what I do online.

Never happened though. Or maybe, I have dissociative identity disorder.

Try pushing the voices out and into machines. Then disconnect. It works for me.

Can't believe I forgot about The Voice of God technology till now.

When I first heard voices a little over a year ago, I was convinced that it was intelligence agencies using this technology.

https://www.wired.com/2007/12/the-voice-of-go/

Are you not from the United States, Liberty Belle?

I'm actually extremely American. 8th generation. No passport. Very patriotic.

Why do you ask?

I am absolutely not aggravating you and ask for forgiveness if I misrecall something, but then how can you think it's intelligence agency spying you?

Long story short: They're friends of my family. I've actually been to the CIA twice on Family Days. They have my fingerprints on file. There was a fingerprinting booth at Family Day. I've had work for them subcontracted out to me. I did drawings for them. In 2016 I did a lot of free work for them and made a big fuss on the internet trying to get their attention. They seemed to be responding back and it also seemed like they were trying to recruit me. There was a long and elaborate article on a news site I was using. The article was titled Women of The CIA. Only they got some things wrong. I posted a political taunt and mentioned quivering. It was in jest but there was a long segment in the article about how a woman at the CIA had like 5 babies.

I like the spooks but I think they play a little too rough with me.

I'd like to believe that I'm just crazy and it's all in my head because during my psychotic breaks my brain thought all kinds of horrific and embarrassing garbage, which does not represent me, only my fears.

Either way, crazy or not, I had some very profound experiences during my psychosis. It was difficult and terrifying but overall it didn't sour my opinion of them. I still want to help, however I can.

Well since I am not from the United States so I cannot inform you, but I do think it's unlikely that they'll torture you unless you've committed some serious crime. I hope for the best.

Sometimes while psychotic it seemed like the news and movies were sending subliminal messages to me. TV shows like Z Nation and Fox News, Travellers, The OA, had coded messages for me.

When I was in the loony bin in 2017, James Comey was in Los Angeles (where I was) and I swear I heard the intercom say his name.

I'm sending a message back to my voices and leaving it here. This DMX rap song, What's My Name was selected by me for subliminal messages it can convey about Robert Mueller and Paul Manafort.

Ride or Die, Paul Manafort.

Neuraleptic programming. Using imprints to activate your mind to talk to itself.

Today I taunted some world leaders on a political news site in the comments section. I invited them to come over to smoke weed and sort out their problems.

I've done such things in the past, many, many times. Taunting world leaders is my idea of a good time. It makes me feel truly free to express myself to them.

Sometimes I really do believe they've read something I've posted because of things they say or actions they take.

Why do I believe psychic spies are real? Because I've been provoking them since June of 2016. I believe it's my duty as an American to express myself.

I feel much safer being a medical patient again.

Later today I'll watch Charles Hall again and keep painting my non-pornographic paintings.

Feeling great.

This picture is for psychic spies to show to non-psychic spies to confirm my identity.



Subliminal messages I want to send out, in this song.
https://listenonrepeat.com/?v=0cWK1-...hout_Me_lyrics

Feels like the news is communicating with me again. I'm not hearing any voices but I'll make a post on a politics site then a few hours later there'll be a link that seems related to my post.

Probably just coincidences, right?

The news is telling me to keep a low profile.

This past spring during my second psychotic break, my voices gave me a cool sounding nickname. Apparently I'm someone called, "The Californian".

My voices often sounded surprised that I could hear them. They would warn each other that I was "across the street". The voices seemed to have various code phases like that.

"across the street" - can hear them
"wants to see the world" - wants to work for [data redacted]
"wants to sleep in her own bed" - doesn't want to join [data redacted]
!! ! ! - summoning song, two half beats followed by two full beats
"shot" - they can see an image of someone through my mind's eye

Yes, it happened to me too. They would repeat gestures and behaviors and speech patterns to indicate what they meant.

I'll be trying to use the summoning song to bombard Vladimir Putin with psychic energy these next few days.

How about bombing white supremist Trump while you're at it

I really did quite a lot of that in 2016. Even weaponized Christmas songs in August/September of 2016.

Tune of Jingle Bells:

Won't raise pay, runs away, leather meat filet.
Donald Trump is a chump, Putin feeds him hay.

I was watching Vladimir Putin on live television today. I tried to psychically interfere with him.

Putin has something on Trump. Trump is scared of him. When did America become so enchanted with Russia. We are living in bizzarro world, lol.

Did you learn how to do the psychic stuff or were you born with the power?