Roll Call 126!

Just popping in to say hey. I’m doing well. Not much to report. Looking forward to going to stay with my parents at the end of the week.

What’s everyone up to today?

I’m just watching True Blood atm. Saw some many years ago but watching it from the beginning now.

My dad is going on a date.

Im home.

Im starting to feel better. Still a bit rundown tho.

Damn DT.. 800mg of diphenhydramine... That's 16-32x a normal dose. Glad you're off of it. It can increase alzheimers later in life. We will have dementia and anhedonia together when we're old. I'll obviously have parkinsons once all my dopamine receptors are gone..

Newtus.. I once got mad and threw my phone on the bed but it hit the wall..

Idk what I'd do without Concerta. I take it in the morning, go back to sleep and wake up stretching and get out of bed half an hour later. I hope my new psychiatrist prescribes it.

I work in half an hour which sucks.

Have a good day all

I only take 100mg Benadryl max a night. I was able to cut 50mg out.

Surprise! Psych appointment next week.

Bf and i are gonna go look at a place tomorrow i found for 707 a month. Its in another county tho.

that's a weird amount. are the utilities included?

I'm on break at work

my boss said I'm doing a really good job!

then 10 min later I brewed some coffee but didn't pull the button out and coffee was brewing everywhere. all over the counter n the floor

everyone said they've done it at least once so that made me feel better

oh and he said I can work overtime next 2 weeks. I said yes plz

Got a 98 on my essay

I doubt it. I found it on craigslist but its still a large complex.

Its a really really small town. I really just want to get a feel for the area and complex.

The lady said i could get something for 700-900. On that specific unit i called about. Im assuming they are advertising at their lowest price to get people to come. Im holding them to the price they advertised at tho. Otherwise its false advertisement.

Man my meds are now $160 a month. I probably one need Seroquel though since I upped my Geodon so it might go down to $130 a month.

Also, I have my bank account ready for when my boss finally puts me on payroll and direct deposit. He said he would do it last week but now we're into the second week and he has just ignored it. Each week he does this he's neglecting us.

I had a choice between being on payroll and getting a dollar raise and I obviously chose payroll. But each week he forgets is a week that I do not receive my "raise". :/

For those wondering, to be put on payroll means also that my boss has to pay 7% percent into my social security, so I that means im making more than a dollar raise. I make about 40 cents more an hour, than $1, this way I think. I don't know, 7% of $20 an hour is 1.40 an hour minus the dollar so its 40 cents.

I can't wait until I get this all straightened out.

The mortgage on my 2 bedroom apartment is 650 US dollars but I rent it out for 750 US.

You all need to move to Canada before it's too late.

Ambulance rides aren't free tho

dude, ambulance rides here are like 500 bones to go across the street.

a 2 bedroom here costs about 900 here.

7% raise? That's awesome

I get paid 10 US dollars an hour. A raise for me wouldn't make a difference because it would just take that amount of money more from my disability.

Might as well ask for a raise to give dollars to the government. But it's just money to me. I think it's more important how the government uses it which is doing a ****** job currently.

My mom doesn't want to go to the party tonight so we're staying home. I kind of want to go but it's already started and I haven't showered yet.

Sigh.

I'm going to vape CBD until I don't care about missing the party anymore.

we have an affordable housing crisis here due to a massive influx of people relocating to this area

1bedrooms are around 900

I'm buzzing on coffee and a Concerta and my heart is fine

Don't blame meee I can't just be ok with a shot of Invega which is like a shot of sleep

I told the bf my mom was in cali for my grandpas 90th birthday. I told him everyone was there. He said “why arent you there?”.

I said “i was gonna go with you but you didnt want to”

He said “dont let me stop you from seeing your family. Youre not gonna stop me from seeing mine”

I said “difference is you WANT to see yours. I DONT. My family can see me on facebook”.

. I dont give 2 shyts about them. They made fun of me when i was diagnosed with schiz. And they continually talk behind my back and tell my mom shyt about me. So peace they can goto hell. I dont give a shyt. The only family i care about is my mom, dad and sister. Dont even give a shyt bout my stepdad.

So peace

I really only give a **** about my kids, husband, and grandmother. I love my aunts and uncle but I could go the rest of my life not talking to them and be okay with it.

We r a family

My daughter is talking on the phone. I’m screwed. I’m just waiting for her to go to bed and then I’m going.
Had a good day. Didn’t really do anything but everyone was in a good mood.
I have to bring my daughter to the mall this week. Pretty much the last place I feel like going. I haven’t felt like doing much lately. I have no interest.

I don’t know why that quoted my last post. Tat is weird.

Because of my job I know that ambulance rides in BC are $80 flat rate. In Manitoba they’re like $140 or so. All varies from province to province. Not covered by provincial health plans but covered by most insurances.

I'm 100% sure my friends friend is a sociopath so I don't want to hang out with any of them.

Because I can't just say "I don't like your friend" because the guy is my coworker.

Not sure what to do.

He reminds me of my ex step dad