Roll Call 126!

Yea i have shatter

I have CBD jelly bomb and CBD honey atm. I can only do a small amount. It hits me hard and fast which I like.

Didnt know a lot of people here liked CBD!

I was a little dissapoiunted that Max's car was destroyed from the get go. His car made the show cool in the first one. Still, the movie was a lot of fun! Now you gotta see the older ones when Mel Gibson was a studmuffin.

TGIF

I have Tuesday off too.
I've just been working so much that I've got nothing to talk about with you guys. Work makes me uninteresting. A woman is going to be worrking with us at the painting and drywall company starting on monday. Hopefully we don't traumatize her during her first week working with us. lol

Delusions of grandeur

Good morning. Slept until 5:30.
Is it just me or are there posts missing?
Nothing planned for the day. Just happy it’s Saturday. My husband is finally going to look at my brakes. There is something off. Stupid cars.

got up at 4 30 urgh

showered n getting ready for my first morning shift 7-330

at least the manager will be back with me today and not the catty girl clique lol

HAVE A DAY EVERYONE

Morning guys,

Days going well so far. Been out for a walk and then I sat in the sun at the park for 40mins listening to music.

Looking forward to a quiet day today.

Good morning/afternoon everyone, how are things going today?

I'm okay. It's Midsummer holiday. Another year with coldness and overcast/rainy skies. Just gonna be practicing vocals today. Need to be ready for practice on Monday. Practice today. Cleaning the apartment tomorrow.


What's everyone up to?

My voice - I lost it awhile back. When I talk I croak like a frog. And the cloud in my eye is spreading I think. I have to get to the opthalmologist but they're dragging their feet on making an emergency appointment. I'm really depressed and I want to go home. Frightened for my vision.

Morning

Having coffee

Bf bought me coffee and donuts!!!

How nice 👍

I forgot my meds last night and didn’t fall asleep until almost 1230AM. Usually I’m in bed by 830PM or 9PM or so. I didn’t realize how much my meds mess with my sleep. I mean I knew they did but not this much.

Trying to decide whether to go to the dining room and play with beads. I wouldn't mind a beaded bracelet. But my vision is poor.

OMG!!!!

I was talking to my partner and she gave me a target date of July 31st to come to Finland!!! I am sooo excited! we will be making ticket arrangements soon!

I've got a sun burnt head and arms.

I'm getting vocational rehab services (the meeting is the 29th). For some reason I can't wait for this to take place. I would like to find a job in floral or animal handling and really I think they will be able to help me with that. I would also take anything with medical coding or reception. I've kind of fell in love with psychology ever since I got diagnosed and really I wish I were a therapist but can't even find the money to go back to school.

Have you guys seen or read brain on fire 🔥 ? I read the book a few years back but now it’s on Netflix. Basically a girl falls ill with psychosis but it ends up being some sort of inflammatory Brain condition.

I’m with you floral would be great 👍

I went to petsmart with the bf an hour or two ago and i was really dizzy and lightheaded. Well kinda. Not “really”. Thats not the right word.

I also have a headache.

I drank some gatorade and ate ramen. The headache didnt go away but the dizzyness did.

Now i suspect EVEN MORE that i might be diabetic.

I haven’t been too bad today without my meds. Maybe I don’t need them. Maybe I’m over all the problems. Maybe I’m better maybe I don’t need this ****.

Please take them tonight....there’s a good chance this will come back to bite you in the rear......

In agreement with SP. Been there, done that...not a good ending, at all. Yes, the need for these meds suck, and they can have side effects. But the price we pay for not being stable without them (the right combination) is greater if you ask me.

I decided to delete my blog and the socials connected to it....It so complicated applying for jobs today they ask you for socials for background checks ....I don't want to lie about it either, but I don't want my bipolar getting out really not at work not unless I need to.