Roll Call 127

K got so high before school one day and had a bad buzz. I was a junior and the seniors had just graduated. I was in class freaking the **** out and in walked one of the seniors. I yelled across the room at him and asked him to wait. I told the teacher I had to use the bathroom and he said “get out of here you baked *****”. So I bailed for the rest of the day with the senior lol. Had to drink warm beer while I was coming down. It was terrible. Surprised I ever did it again.

Hahaha

One day I was so sleepy and couldn't stop laughing and the teacher had me escorted to the principals office. They asked me if I was high and what I did that morning all while wearing a dare shirt (it's an anti drug and alcohol program for 5 graders.)

Uhhh...I have to go to work. I’m so tired I don’t know how I’m going to do it. Thank god I work from home so I can take breaks.
I don’t know what my kids have planned for the day. I’m kind of hoping no one can ride today so my son stays home. It’s supposed to be 90 again and he’s prone to dehydration, orthostatic hypotension and passing out. It scares me.
Okay. I’m going

Woooooooooooooooooooo! I got a 95 on my 4th essay, the one I figured I wouldn't do good on cause I didn't put much time into it!

So we're working on the final project now, it's really easy so I know I will pass the class based on my current grade!

And I finally got assigned a counselor!

Going to the state museum Saturday. My very fist "big" trip by myself. It's a 45 minute bus ride then 15 minutes of walking. I'm not going to back out, I'm going to face my fears. I'll bring an Italian sub and Coke then have lunch in the park!

I'm just about done with this semester and have a bunch of time off and am going to enjoy it.

I really can't wait till the autumn, it's too hot

I'm in love with my Xbox 360....

They took blood this morning. And there was a very sparse turnout for the smoke break. So I'm kind of down. I don't know why. Maybe the painful tooth.

I guess I'll go get a Coke.

Off for three days. Slept in, watched TV. Will probably go to the gym and then... I don’t know.

I saw my therapist yesterday. also saw 2 friends

I work 1230-9 today so I'm just chilling before work

my next day off is Friday

Feel like crap

Took a nap

I think I might stop by the store on the way home and get some pizza, soda and chocolate..............



Pizza is always good...


....edit. nevermind, I have chicken thawing

I dont remember posting twice that i took a nap.

Bluebird posted twice too

I don’t see the double posts.....

Now they are gone. Idk 🤷🏽*♀️

I found an app called Huddle.

Its a support app for different things. Like depression and anxiety. They even have a place for schizophrenia too. Its like a social media support network app for things you deal with. Theres lots of LGBT+ posts on there but likewise theres lots of depression and anxiety stuff on there. They have dozens of subcategories. You just choose the ones you wanna join.

This app was on the front page of the app store under social networks. It was up there with instagram

I was waiting for the pharmacist to inject me.. and I saw the blood pressure machine. In my curious but hesitant state, I decided to use said blood pressure machine.

My blood pressure was 130/81 (Oh nooees! Normal!) and my heart rate was 105bpm (Oh no! concern from just waking up and taking a Concerta).

During my adventurous walk of stupidity after being injected, I walked past a 7/11 and thought "I'm thirsty" so I bought a small red bull..

I wish I felt pleasure from eating food

I cant even begin to tell you the immense pleasure i get from eating spaghetti

I remember when I would take 2mg risperidone and I woke up in the morning to eat 8 slices of bread with pasta sauce.

That was euphoric as hell..

Schiz = High dopamine. Antipsychotics = Decrease dopamine = more food (Which increases dopamine).

Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

I'm okay. Had my psychiatric evaluation for my driver's license this morning with the pdoc I saw at the hospital earlier this year. I passed. So I get to have a driver's license still, happy about that. He wants me to come for another evaluation in 2 years. Afterwards he checked in on how I was doing. Told him about the voices over the last week and a half and the depression. The evaluation also made my voices increase and start saying bad things under stress. So he said unfortunately cycles of good and bad times aren't uncommon. So yeah. Oh well. At least I still have my license. Came home after and slept for 8 hours. Now just catching up on roll call.

What's everyone up to?

Did you have to do cognitive tests or anything like that or did he just talk to you?

Yeah he had my do some cognitive tests. Drew some clocks. Then I was a little slow with the trail paths he had me do but I still passed.

I got a headache