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Old Jul 05, 2018, 07:31 AM
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Good morning, time to post!!! I guess I'll make this roll call since no one else is up really it seems..

I'm basically dead.. I don't know why I do this not sleeping thing
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 07:38 AM
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I don't care what I get on this essay. I got 98, 95, and 100 on the other three, so honestly if ones isn't that great it's not the end of the world. I have an A in the class. I'm doing my best on this essay I just procrastinated so much the past week it's not going to be anywhere near my normal level of writing but I guess that's okay
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 07:41 AM
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I'm nervous. I may need a root canal. I see the dentist at 11am... 2hours 20 minutes away. Oh god
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 07:49 AM
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I'm nervous. I may need a root canal. I see the dentist at 11am... 2hours 20 minutes away. Oh god
I hope it goes okay, I had a root canal last year
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 07:57 AM
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Thanks. I've had one before and it wasn't too bad but idk if this dentist would do well on it.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 08:42 AM
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Eh I feel strange today. Like I’m grooving to the music but it’s more and it’s foggy... I’m thinking the 40mg just isn’t enough. Which is why we had upped it before...

Just gotta last until next Wednesday hopefully the doctor will have something for me. Whether we up the Latuda slightly or add something to it I’m up for the challenge.

I hate feeling off.

And I can’t stop thinking about what the doctor said. Yeah she said don’t focus on labels but that’s all I can think about what she said. Bipolar spectrum and schizophrenia spectrum. Somewhere there. It’s fcking with me.

I’m seriously considering having a deep conversation with someone close to me. I feel like I’ve been lying to them about what’s up with me. The psych was suggesting that I should have this conversation. The longer I wait the harder it’ll be.

Uggggghh.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 09:57 AM
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Finished revising my essay, now I have 3 hours to do whatever I want
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:16 AM
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Eh I feel strange today. Like I’m grooving to the music but it’s more and it’s foggy... I’m thinking the 40mg just isn’t enough. Which is why we had upped it before...

Just gotta last until next Wednesday hopefully the doctor will have something for me. Whether we up the Latuda slightly or add something to it I’m up for the challenge.

I hate feeling off.

And I can’t stop thinking about what the doctor said. Yeah she said don’t focus on labels but that’s all I can think about what she said. Bipolar spectrum and schizophrenia spectrum. Somewhere there. It’s fcking with me.

I’m seriously considering having a deep conversation with someone close to me. I feel like I’ve been lying to them about what’s up with me. The psych was suggesting that I should have this conversation. The longer I wait the harder it’ll be.

Uggggghh.
my official dx is currently schizoaffective (plus ptsd and the other ones)

I don't agree with it tho. and no one told me it was sza. I just saw it on paperwork
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:17 AM
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response to loial from roll call 126

I'm still getting over a cold and I ate WAY TOO MUCH food yesterday ugh. I just feel pretty disgusting rn
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:20 AM
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:22 AM
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Turns out they just needed to trim down my fillings on the right side of my mouth. All is well.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:24 AM
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Turns out they just needed to trim down my fillings on the right side of my mouth. All is well.
Glad it went well!

I've got to go for a dental exam this month, I am trying to take good care of my teeth, as much as a can despite the damage I've done to them in the past.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:30 AM
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Dying for some sleep.....5 more hours till I can head home

You know what,... I've got to make sleep a priority. This is ridiculous. This is like the third time in 2 weeks I've been up for over 30 hours.

I'm going to give myself a time to go to sleep and try to stick to it.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:35 AM
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Glad it went well!

I've got to go for a dental exam this month, I am trying to take good care of my teeth, as much as a can despite the damage I've done to them in the past.
I've not been taking care of them before getting fillings... Now I'm doing better with it. It's never too late.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:35 AM
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 10:50 AM
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I'm still getting over a cold and I ate WAY TOO MUCH food yesterday ugh. I just feel pretty disgusting rn
Well I hope you feel better soon, and **** those stupid feelings! You aren’t disgusting.

And I can kind of relate to overeating. Now I’m dieting I feel like such a failure when I overeat. I guess the thing to remember though is that it all balances out if it’s just the odd occasion.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 12:16 PM
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Oh so now the wifi decides to suddenly start working again
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 12:30 PM
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Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

I'm trying to fight off this depressive funk today. Felt suspicious of people in the store when I was out for a walk. Last night my wife and partner in the states both said I was being a bit paranoid about the doctors at the polyclinic.


Otherwise may play some games. Counseling is tomorrow 1pm.

What's everyone up to?
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 12:33 PM
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Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

I'm trying to fight off this depressive funk today. Felt suspicious of people in the store when I was out for a walk. Last night my wife and partner in the states both said I was being a bit paranoid about the doctors at the polyclinic.


Otherwise may play some games. Counseling is tomorrow 1pm.

What's everyone up to?


Hope you feel better!

I hate when that kinda stuff creeps up, it's really tricky to catch before it goes too far.

Usually I don't realize I'm depressed till after a couple weeks of sleeping 16 hours a day and not leaving the house
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 12:35 PM
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I see the family doctor in half an hour and my heart is beating fast. He's going to check my heart beat and blood pressure.

Not good..
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 12:38 PM
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Hope you feel better!

I hate when that kinda stuff creeps up, it's really tricky to catch before it goes too far.

Usually I don't realize I'm depressed till after a couple weeks of sleeping 16 hours a day and not leaving the house

Thank you Blue_Bird

I hope so too. Depression is a sneaky little thing. Same for paranoia and other psychotic symptoms. I'm trying to hold myself together so I will be okay for band. I need to be okay.
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 12:43 PM
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 12:48 PM
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It's beating 24bpm less now. I think I had a morning anxiety attack or something. I was freaking out..
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Old Jul 05, 2018, 01:19 PM
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I'm so ready for summer to be over lol
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