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Good morning, time to post!!! I guess I'll make this roll call since no one else is up really it seems..
I'm basically dead.. I don't know why I do this not sleeping thing
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I don't care what I get on this essay. I got 98, 95, and 100 on the other three, so honestly if ones isn't that great it's not the end of the world. I have an A in the class. I'm doing my best on this essay I just procrastinated so much the past week it's not going to be anywhere near my normal level of writing but I guess that's okay
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I'm nervous. I may need a root canal. I see the dentist at 11am... 2hours 20 minutes away. Oh god
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I hope it goes okay, I had a root canal last year
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Thanks. I've had one before and it wasn't too bad but idk if this dentist would do well on it.
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Eh I feel strange today. Like I’m grooving to the music but it’s more and it’s foggy... I’m thinking the 40mg just isn’t enough. Which is why we had upped it before...
Just gotta last until next Wednesday hopefully the doctor will have something for me. Whether we up the Latuda slightly or add something to it I’m up for the challenge. I hate feeling off. And I can’t stop thinking about what the doctor said. Yeah she said don’t focus on labels but that’s all I can think about what she said. Bipolar spectrum and schizophrenia spectrum. Somewhere there. It’s fcking with me. I’m seriously considering having a deep conversation with someone close to me. I feel like I’ve been lying to them about what’s up with me. The psych was suggesting that I should have this conversation. The longer I wait the harder it’ll be. Uggggghh. |
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Finished revising my essay, now I have 3 hours to do whatever I want
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I don't agree with it tho. and no one told me it was sza. I just saw it on paperwork
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#9
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response to loial from roll call 126
I'm still getting over a cold and I ate WAY TOO MUCH food yesterday ugh. I just feel pretty disgusting rn
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anyway here's a waterfall pic from yesterday
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Turns out they just needed to trim down my fillings on the right side of my mouth. All is well.
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![]() Angelique67, Blue_Bird, cogladaid, junkDNA, Loial
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![]() I've got to go for a dental exam this month, I am trying to take good care of my teeth, as much as a can despite the damage I've done to them in the past.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Dying for some sleep.....5 more hours till I can head home
You know what,... I've got to make sleep a priority. This is ridiculous. This is like the third time in 2 weeks I've been up for over 30 hours. I'm going to give myself a time to go to sleep and try to stick to it.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I've not been taking care of them before getting fillings... Now I'm doing better with it. It's never too late.
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I took a 3 hour nap
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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![]() And I can kind of relate to overeating. Now I’m dieting I feel like such a failure when I overeat. I guess the thing to remember though is that it all balances out if it’s just the odd occasion.
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Oh so now the wifi decides to suddenly start working again
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#18
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Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?
I'm trying to fight off this depressive funk today. Felt suspicious of people in the store when I was out for a walk. Last night my wife and partner in the states both said I was being a bit paranoid about the doctors at the polyclinic. Otherwise may play some games. Counseling is tomorrow 1pm. What's everyone up to? |
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Hope you feel better! I hate when that kinda stuff creeps up, it's really tricky to catch before it goes too far. Usually I don't realize I'm depressed till after a couple weeks of sleeping 16 hours a day and not leaving the house
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#20
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I see the family doctor in half an hour and my heart is beating fast. He's going to check my heart beat and blood pressure.
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Thank you Blue_Bird ![]() ![]() I hope so too. Depression is a sneaky little thing. Same for paranoia and other psychotic symptoms. I'm trying to hold myself together so I will be okay for band. I need to be okay. |
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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It's beating 24bpm less now. I think I had a morning anxiety attack or something. I was freaking out..
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#24
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Anyone else have steam? Add me: heymoze
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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I'm so ready for summer to be over lol
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