Roll Call 127

Sorry for your loss Erti

I cleaned the apartment at 1 in the morning, really good too. Glad cause I let it go for awhile... It looks great now.

I was going to go grocery shopping today but the roads are closed for some reason and I'm not sure where the bus would go so I'm going tomorrow.

I have a presentation to give on Tuesday, just a 5 minute one about a topic of our choice (in English class) it is only supposed to be like 5 minutes and it's pretty informal. I think it will be okay, there's only like 8 of us total in the class and we all get along really well and everyone is very friendly so I don't feel as nervous or panicked about it as I normally would.

Sorry for your loss Erti.

Wtf?
What is wrong with people? I’m glad your making a statement. He sounds like a predator.

Finished with work for the day. Think I’m going to take a nap while I wait for my daughter.

Took a nap

Happy Friday the 13th!

Im going with the bf to get his friday the 13th tattoo. His second one.

I just feel flat today. Flat and on edge. Doesn’t make sense though. Idk I feel weird.

I often have this outward flatness. I don’t really smile that often I hardly speak with emotion. I’m asked often if I’m down or if something is wrong because it seems I don’t express myself well. I’m mostly quiet too.

I guess I do have some negative symptoms.

My brother got another tattoo the other day

I want another tattoo and piercing. I want to run off and do it but in the back of my mind I feel that I’m being impulsive again and pull back from it.

I don’t want to work the rest of the day. Just not feeling it. I feel blank and just done with it all. Two and a half hours left fml.

heading to a lake w some friends and 2 dogs (I don't like dogs)

My daughter wanted a ride so I didn’t get that nap. I did get a bagel and iced coffee though!
Im still feeling a little off. Not really depressed just off. Tough time.
Now I think I’ll try to sleep again. My son is working on his bike and the dogs are snoring.

It’s hot outside, it’s hot outside and I am sitting in side a cold room with the AC a blowing. Like my little song I rhyme well I sit here and I think of u cool cool people on here. Yes you, yes you the cool kids on PC forum not boring.

Bf’s friday the 13th tattoo.

Hatchet cuz he likes horror movies!

I had a big snack so I took my meds early. Why not.

Got a headache though so I don’t want to do anything.

Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

I'm okay...it's humid as hell though. Not a lot going on. Had counseling. It went okay.


Feeling hurt about some stuff regarding family. My aunt specifically. Maybe I'll write more when I feel more up to it later.


What's everyone up to?

I’m okay. Just hanging out. Waiting for the boys to leave and to get my daughter.
I got a brief nap in so that should keep me running until tonight.
I didn’t do a hell of a lot. Worked, drove around, slept.
I’d like to make some brownies later. We’ll see if I’m still feeling ambitious.

I'm so bored.......Friday night with no alcohol.....great

Hey guys...

Still in total shock. We're adding a pit bull to our collection of animals we already have. Poor blu. When my uncle Tim passed he laid on my uncles dead arms growling at the people coming near him.

I'm tired and there was some drama between my friends today

oh yeah.....

gotta love the loyalty of dogs.

My resting heart rate is 84-90 so imma take a small toke

Cross fingers for no psychosis.. (Cuz my therapist doesn't know what I'm talking about with my stress and feeling like I get zero sleep cuz I dream too much and how I have a bad long term memory and amazing short term memory. I don't know what I'm talking about either so it's hopeless. I'm a hopeless case..)

There's a dispensary that's going to open up in town on October 17th. Maybe I can buy cheap CBD there.

My therapist asked me if I'm seeing or hearing things that aren't there and I'm like NOPE..